sever "bugphobia" attack - am i high?
ok, i just watched hayden christensen *spelling, i dont care* on leno, and it was really nice, then i washed my face, also really nice, and got prepared to go to sleep, when i see the biggest fly ever dangling upside down form my ceiling *bleahh* so i attempted to shoo it out, but it wouldnt leave my room, i hate how the lil effers get into a space through the narrowest cannal *urethra* but never figure how to get back out. idiots! so i was chasing it with my miracle box thats all shiny and reflective and the whole time i was casting light rays all over my room like fricken disney's fantasia and the jerk wouldnt get out, then finally i thougth he'd taken a hint and scadoodled, when i hear a buzz and feel him on my shoulder *ahhhh!!!!!* sooo disgusting, so i squeamed out of my room near crying from grossed outness then went back in, but i cant find him anywhere.. talk about mr disappearo- fly edition. now im completely skeeved out and i cant go back in there and i dunno how im gonna get to sleep tonite, cuz even if i manage to get to sleep, i'll have nightmares about the terrifying bug taht touched me!
speaking of dreams, lately ive had a few strange ones. the other nite i dreamed i was at school again, and we had a project to do, and choboter made a really incredible sketch/movie thaT i wish i had to talent to create a tangeable version of, cuz my mind dreams up the most gorgeous things, anyhu, then i went to someones house, and there was a pimp pool and hottubs, and i was in like a 3ft section of it when i went under water and couldnt get back up no matter which way i turned, it was completely terrifying and i had no idea how to get myself out, then seth cohen grabbed my hand and pulled me out, and i didnt say thanks and he didnt make it a big deal either, next thing i knew i was on an incredibly huge ferris wheel in new york, and then brad pitt was with me :) then he asked me to come to his house and i said maybe, then i woke up *sigh* also a few weeks back i dreamed i had a newborn and was riding about a million elevators over and over and over again no one would tell me how to care for it so i think it died :S i know i had some more relaly whacked out dreams but i forget them right now. last nite on my drive home from work there was a man pulled a ridiculously huge cart behind his bike in a lane on lag. it was bizzare, then some man braked to a stop as he was turning left thru an intersection and i squealed my brakes to stop behind him and glared. it was super nice yesterday, but today it was back to wpg's regular hell. i started getting a gratuities share on my paycheck, it was a staggering $2.89 thanx a bundle guys. i really hate my job, i wonder if somethigns wrong with me that i dont like anything. maybe i did somethign as a kid that God's still pissed about and im still being punished. brittany bodis (is that her name ? :S) pumped my gas today. it was queer. i heard the most beautiful song on clear fm last nite, something with alleluia in it, so pretty. i want a bryan adams greatest hits cd for my bday :D today i tanned, went to the bank, got gas and had lunch with my sister, i feel like i did so much. then i got to thinking, what to ppl do, like relaly, some days i feel like i dont do anything, but what does anyone really do, work, clean, shop, and socialize, thats about everyones life. now im bored and cold, and im still terrified of my room, i have no idea where the bug is, i really wanna wake my daddy up and make him fix it. but ill just be an adult and do it myself. im almost 19!! its perverted. my heart is poudning really fast, i think im gonna have a panic attack, then maybe fall into a deep coma, and dream about terrfygin bugs, sorry this is so terrbily long and purposeless :$ thanx for reading if u did tho
speaking of dreams, lately ive had a few strange ones. the other nite i dreamed i was at school again, and we had a project to do, and choboter made a really incredible sketch/movie thaT i wish i had to talent to create a tangeable version of, cuz my mind dreams up the most gorgeous things, anyhu, then i went to someones house, and there was a pimp pool and hottubs, and i was in like a 3ft section of it when i went under water and couldnt get back up no matter which way i turned, it was completely terrifying and i had no idea how to get myself out, then seth cohen grabbed my hand and pulled me out, and i didnt say thanks and he didnt make it a big deal either, next thing i knew i was on an incredibly huge ferris wheel in new york, and then brad pitt was with me :) then he asked me to come to his house and i said maybe, then i woke up *sigh* also a few weeks back i dreamed i had a newborn and was riding about a million elevators over and over and over again no one would tell me how to care for it so i think it died :S i know i had some more relaly whacked out dreams but i forget them right now. last nite on my drive home from work there was a man pulled a ridiculously huge cart behind his bike in a lane on lag. it was bizzare, then some man braked to a stop as he was turning left thru an intersection and i squealed my brakes to stop behind him and glared. it was super nice yesterday, but today it was back to wpg's regular hell. i started getting a gratuities share on my paycheck, it was a staggering $2.89 thanx a bundle guys. i really hate my job, i wonder if somethigns wrong with me that i dont like anything. maybe i did somethign as a kid that God's still pissed about and im still being punished. brittany bodis (is that her name ? :S) pumped my gas today. it was queer. i heard the most beautiful song on clear fm last nite, something with alleluia in it, so pretty. i want a bryan adams greatest hits cd for my bday :D today i tanned, went to the bank, got gas and had lunch with my sister, i feel like i did so much. then i got to thinking, what to ppl do, like relaly, some days i feel like i dont do anything, but what does anyone really do, work, clean, shop, and socialize, thats about everyones life. now im bored and cold, and im still terrified of my room, i have no idea where the bug is, i really wanna wake my daddy up and make him fix it. but ill just be an adult and do it myself. im almost 19!! its perverted. my heart is poudning really fast, i think im gonna have a panic attack, then maybe fall into a deep coma, and dream about terrfygin bugs, sorry this is so terrbily long and purposeless :$ thanx for reading if u did tho