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since i havent updated in like a lifetime... heres my life for the past month. work at the restaurant is gay and annoying and im not making money fast enough. one nite i made $65 in tips in like 2 hrs which was awesome, but the stupid patsy kline inpersonation concert i was working kept me til like 1am and i missed hanging out with my friends. and since then i havent had a chance to serve again, and all i do is run around doing all the servers bitchwork. i also went out with some girls from work in an attempt to be social, it was fun, we went cruising and she smoked up as she drove. "I'll drive!! *swerving*" lisa, u know what im talking about. I've been very angry and depressed for like a month, sitting at home, avoiding everyone and hating the world then i finally exploded last week and am feeling a smidge better. car shopping is the biggest pain in the ass ever and im sick of trying cuz i'll never afford one anyway. summer season is fast approachign but im still too fat to go out in public wearing anything cute. alison did my hair for me for cheap and it looks really good. ive been tanning and using self tanning lotion which makes me happy. ive been pretty good about not spending money. today i smushed an avacado in my hair cuz i heard it does wonders for moisturizing. we'll see what happens. my cars gas tank was leaking for i dunno how long so ive wasted tons of money on gas and i think killed part of our lawn. im super excited about next weekend and going to grand forks. i got accepted to u of m again, which i was a lil scared might not happen, so thats comforting. we're starting the renovations in june and my parents are leaving for my brothers graduation on my bday weekend. party perhaps? i foudn myself a new doctor and went there last tuesday, i drove my sisters car and its a peice of crap and she told me i suck at driving, and i told her her car sucks. i talked to my doctor for like 5 mins, she asked me questions, took my blood pressure, gave me a prescription and told me to come back in 3 months. so that was kinda wierd. theres a pair of white rainbow strappy pumps that i want cuz they totally remind me of early nineties mrs kilbourne wear. saturday nite me and ruth went to springs, and i saw everyone from teh ranch and it was tons of fun. i think joe barnes was there :| afterwards a bunch of us went for gelati on corydon and reminisced liek crazy and im totally gonna miss it so much this summer :( specially since there was this new guy who was really intriguing, he reminded me of a blonde dave, cept hes from brandon and was there to build a barn, kinda weird, but i think i totally have a thing for farm guys, that i can recite napolean dynamite and anchorman quotes with. but i wanna go visit for sure. cept that the casino has gayass policies for taking time off and i probly wont even get the days to go to my family reuinion, but whatever, i'll work it out. i also saw DOUG FROM THE RIPPERZ at gg's or whatever its called. i need to stop seeing that guy everywhere i go. oh ya, i had peanut butter cups and tartufo (hazelnut & chocolate) gelati and it was soo darn delicious. its been raining lots and i love the rain, cept its so damn cold and im sick of being cold, i just want scorching heat already. tahts all i can think of for now.