I Wanna Move So Bad...
ok, well, woke up. got ready for church, and guess who's at my house? cindy. yeah, wasn't expecting that. so i had to sit through church with her, which made me kinda mad.
i don't like her. it's nothing against her, it's because of my dad. he doesn't treat me and andrew the best and cares more about her than us. she goes with him everwhere. it's disgusting. i used to sit there in the car and be stupid and sing to songs with my dad...now, it's oldies. my life has just changed so much now that i met her. i hate it.
i know, i'm sounding jelous. but this is the last year i'm going to be seeing my dad because i'm moving. and he doesn't realize that! he cares more about her than he does me and andrew. i hate it! i hate who he is as a person. i love him, but i would rather not see him again personally.
it sounds harsh, but it's the truth. i don't like who my dad is as a peron. he calls me and andrew spoiled and just yesterday he called andrew a brat. and when we try to explain all of this too him, he just says we're feeling sorry for ourselves! it drives me crazy that someone can be that cruel! and to his own daughter! i may be only 13 years old, but i'm alot smarter than my age suggests! and for my age, i know you're not supposed to treat your own daughter like that!
well, so we got into a fight after church right in front of cindy...which i could have cared less if it was the president of the united states! so of course he said i was feeling sorry for myself. and he walked right out of the door with his girlfriend! yep. and he said he'll returned once i have myself under control...what the hell does that mean! i'm control! if i wasn't i'd prolly destroy the whole freakin' house because of how mad i am!
he doesn't get it! he doesn't understand, or he just doesn't want to understand. he runs away from his problems and tries to be this "nice guy". if only everyone knew how he really was. i know why my mom divorced him now...
i don't like her. it's nothing against her, it's because of my dad. he doesn't treat me and andrew the best and cares more about her than us. she goes with him everwhere. it's disgusting. i used to sit there in the car and be stupid and sing to songs with my dad...now, it's oldies. my life has just changed so much now that i met her. i hate it.
i know, i'm sounding jelous. but this is the last year i'm going to be seeing my dad because i'm moving. and he doesn't realize that! he cares more about her than he does me and andrew. i hate it! i hate who he is as a person. i love him, but i would rather not see him again personally.
it sounds harsh, but it's the truth. i don't like who my dad is as a peron. he calls me and andrew spoiled and just yesterday he called andrew a brat. and when we try to explain all of this too him, he just says we're feeling sorry for ourselves! it drives me crazy that someone can be that cruel! and to his own daughter! i may be only 13 years old, but i'm alot smarter than my age suggests! and for my age, i know you're not supposed to treat your own daughter like that!
well, so we got into a fight after church right in front of cindy...which i could have cared less if it was the president of the united states! so of course he said i was feeling sorry for myself. and he walked right out of the door with his girlfriend! yep. and he said he'll returned once i have myself under control...what the hell does that mean! i'm control! if i wasn't i'd prolly destroy the whole freakin' house because of how mad i am!
he doesn't get it! he doesn't understand, or he just doesn't want to understand. he runs away from his problems and tries to be this "nice guy". if only everyone knew how he really was. i know why my mom divorced him now...