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I am drained, emotionally and physically. I have a very very good friend that has been having issues, with herself and others. While dealing with her it has brought alot of problems back to me. Things that i look back on now and wonder if i will ever really be okay again. Everyday i have issues with the things and they are never going away. I am afraid that she will have the same problen. i am afraid that she like me will never be able to forgive herself. Although i may not have meant to hurt others during my struggles i know i did, i hurt those close to me and i am hurt now. i ask myself everyday why is she doing this to herself? why does she not see the beauty within her and on the outside that i see everyday. i am so upset and i don't know what to do.