Apr 23, 2005 02:25
i realized the other day that something that i said and did was not necessary i should have respected this person on 420 and i did not. i am terribly sorry! i really am and you know who you are. i made a mistake.
I woke up this morning with no voice, and so i did not pick up the phone and i did a lot today. i packed, and washed laundry, and cleaned more in the house. i am really happy cause the boy i like likes me and i get to see him tomorrow. i hope that this will work out i really am ready to have a boyfriend again. i miss having someone around, and someone to tell me they care about me. i have been going though a lot i am ready for encouragement from others now. i feel a lot happier lately. i seem sad but i am actually quite happy! i hope all is well! i leave tomorrow (as in sunday) and i am excited. I get to see my grandparents, my new cousin, my boy cousins and my other two cousins. I GET TO SEE MY MOMMY on my birthday! that makes me so happy and i get to see people that i haven't seen in a while, including ex boyfriends. but its ok because i am excited! well it should be interesting
in 3 days i will be 19! i will be in my last year in rainbow, and as a teenager. with out rainbow my life will seem empty but i am sure i can fill it right back up again.
i am off to sleep! luv ya
p.s. i miss my daddy!