Jun 21, 2006 08:58
So, you’re leaving......not only for the summer, but what feels like forever. It upsets me. It really does. I think about it, and I start to get chocked up, because......I don’t want you to go! I know that you’re going to do amazing at O.C., and this is what you need to do to start your life. You’re one of my best friends, Ashley. I am so proud of you. You’ve worked so hard to get to where you are, and you’ve accomplished so much up to this point in your life. Even though I’m older, I look up to you, because you’ve accomplished so much more than I ever wished to, and you’ve got so many goals set for yourself that I know you’ll reach.
You’re a great sister, and an amazing friend. I know I can be a royal bitch sometimes.....but, so can you! But that’s what’s good about us. We can freak out at each other, and then turn around and everything is ok. Maybe it’s just because we’re sisters, or maybe it’s because we’re so close, that anything that happens isn’t really a big deal, and we can handle it as long as we’ve got each other. I know that sounds gay. Whatever. The point of this is so that I can tell you how I feel, because I don’t know if I’d be able so get it all out face to face.
I know we’ve had our ups and downs, like when it comes to Mike and me. I really wish you liked him, because, he’s my life. I love him so much that it hurts. I want to spend the rest of my life with him, and to have your support means a lot to me. When the day comes that Mike and I are standing at the front of a church, in front of all our family and friends, I want you to be right up there beside me. I wouldn’t be able to do it without you.....
I hope you know that you can come to me any time you need me. For anything. To talk, to bitch, to cry, to laugh.....or just to sit with. I’m just a phone call and an hour and a half drive away.....whether it’s to Debert or Moncton. I’m always here for you.
I love you, and miss you already.
xoxox