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You know you've gone somewhat crazy when you look at yourself in the mirror and you tell yourself... NO, you will not think that... do that... or ya even dream about it. Then again there is always a need for rules. I mean doesn't a challenge make life a bit entertaining. So why not make things difficult with ones self and then again... by saying NO to youself you might make things a little easier in the end. No wasted engery... no wasted thought... no hurting o_O. Yesh I win for speaking in riddles today ^_^
Basically I guess things just happen and then I realize how much of a lamer I can truly be. I look back on my life... mainly and realize how much of it is sorta wasted. Or maybe it is more a lot of times I think DAMN IT... I never had that experience. On the other hand I look at it and say hey I'm slow but in the end it will probably be worth it... and fireworks will explode in the sky or something cheesy like that. Very mellow thinking right now I guess... I'm looking at both ends of the spectrum, kinda sorta.
I guess I just absorb the emotions of everyone around me VERY easily. Someone gets angry... I get slightly annoyed and angry. Someone is hyper... I get bouncy. Someone is a lovey-dovey... I get retarded LOL! No I get emotionally retarded *claps* All I gots to tells me self is one days I will understands the whole dealo with thats (yesh I typed that sentence like that on purpose).
BUT besides my stupid typing.... I have a lot to do tomorrow:
- Go home, my mom has something set up at the salon at 11:30
- Do my laundry
- Write my paper for my Jewish class
- Read for History
- Study Japanese
- And of course I have a raid tomorrow night haha WOOTS for Naxx @_@
So hopefully I can balance everything and not go CRAZY tomorrow. And sadly... my friends and I have come to the realization that we will never make before thrusday to be caught up with Smallville. Curse you Clark Kent for having such a looooong series... but your little cute face makes up for it I guess. hehehe... okies I'm done cause I'm sure everyone reading this is like WTF? Has Vicka gonna crazy!
Basically I guess things just happen and then I realize how much of a lamer I can truly be. I look back on my life... mainly and realize how much of it is sorta wasted. Or maybe it is more a lot of times I think DAMN IT... I never had that experience. On the other hand I look at it and say hey I'm slow but in the end it will probably be worth it... and fireworks will explode in the sky or something cheesy like that. Very mellow thinking right now I guess... I'm looking at both ends of the spectrum, kinda sorta.
I guess I just absorb the emotions of everyone around me VERY easily. Someone gets angry... I get slightly annoyed and angry. Someone is hyper... I get bouncy. Someone is a lovey-dovey... I get retarded LOL! No I get emotionally retarded *claps* All I gots to tells me self is one days I will understands the whole dealo with thats (yesh I typed that sentence like that on purpose).
BUT besides my stupid typing.... I have a lot to do tomorrow:
- Go home, my mom has something set up at the salon at 11:30
- Do my laundry
- Write my paper for my Jewish class
- Read for History
- Study Japanese
- And of course I have a raid tomorrow night haha WOOTS for Naxx @_@
So hopefully I can balance everything and not go CRAZY tomorrow. And sadly... my friends and I have come to the realization that we will never make before thrusday to be caught up with Smallville. Curse you Clark Kent for having such a looooong series... but your little cute face makes up for it I guess. hehehe... okies I'm done cause I'm sure everyone reading this is like WTF? Has Vicka gonna crazy!