Everyone's Waiting
"Ecotone"
I keep seeing random people whenever I take a walk. Although at first I thought it was random, but then I realized for a lot of the people, this may be the last time I see them before I leave. Perhaps these chance encounters were a way for me to have closure and in some form say goodbye before I head to New York City.
"Timing and Space"
I have for the first time in a long time had a week off for just myself. I haven't gone anywhere or do anything really. It's been kind of nice in a way to have this time before I go.The only problem is that I have time to sit with nothing to do and focus on bad things in my life. I keep going over everything in my head and I see so many mistakes I have made. I can't change them and I really can't make them any better because they are what they are and I have to accept that. I just can't, now.
"Static"
I wonder what the appropriate time is to wait for a reply for something. I wrote a message to someone several days ago and still have not received any feedback in any form. I wonder if this person knows that it only takes two seconds to write a reply, because it wasn't a hard, lengthy question. I suppose that is what I get for trying to keep in contact with people.
"Sing For Our Lives"
I miss singing. I really do. I miss audiences. I don't miss the Vanity Theatre in any way. I'm still glad I vowed never to work there again. If only Guys & Dolls hadn't been such a debacle I might have enjoyed my last show at CHS. Oh well. I'll sing in New York.
"All Alone"
So now I have nothing to do, no one to talk to and not even any bad TV to watch. It's bad enough when you favorite show isn't on. It's even worse when nothing sounds interesting. I haven't hung out with Kristin in years it seems. She is busy with other things (Australian things.)
By the way, nobody's waiting.
Bye for now.
I keep seeing random people whenever I take a walk. Although at first I thought it was random, but then I realized for a lot of the people, this may be the last time I see them before I leave. Perhaps these chance encounters were a way for me to have closure and in some form say goodbye before I head to New York City.
"Timing and Space"
I have for the first time in a long time had a week off for just myself. I haven't gone anywhere or do anything really. It's been kind of nice in a way to have this time before I go.The only problem is that I have time to sit with nothing to do and focus on bad things in my life. I keep going over everything in my head and I see so many mistakes I have made. I can't change them and I really can't make them any better because they are what they are and I have to accept that. I just can't, now.
"Static"
I wonder what the appropriate time is to wait for a reply for something. I wrote a message to someone several days ago and still have not received any feedback in any form. I wonder if this person knows that it only takes two seconds to write a reply, because it wasn't a hard, lengthy question. I suppose that is what I get for trying to keep in contact with people.
"Sing For Our Lives"
I miss singing. I really do. I miss audiences. I don't miss the Vanity Theatre in any way. I'm still glad I vowed never to work there again. If only Guys & Dolls hadn't been such a debacle I might have enjoyed my last show at CHS. Oh well. I'll sing in New York.
"All Alone"
So now I have nothing to do, no one to talk to and not even any bad TV to watch. It's bad enough when you favorite show isn't on. It's even worse when nothing sounds interesting. I haven't hung out with Kristin in years it seems. She is busy with other things (Australian things.)
By the way, nobody's waiting.
Bye for now.