My life Sucks
I just found out that since I failed my Math class last semester, and if I fail Econ this semester that I am not a full time student and I lose everything. I have a slim chance on failing Econ, because it is bullshit..I really don't care about supply and demand...I dont know what to do!!
I am applying to Misercordia but I don't know if they will even consider me because im a horrible student..I don't know what I want to study. I think I might join Caitlyn and major in house wifery. I'm such a mother figure its not even funny. Mollie made me realize that last week, so I thought that was the problem with Ryan. Me and him are back together but once again I don't know if I am happy. There is this other boy that I have waited 7 years to come back to me for good, and I think he is on the edge. I am thinking way too much into the future. Who will be the best father, who will support me more?? I dont think these are questions that a 19 year old should be worrying about. But I worry about them everyday. I don't want to wake up 7 years from now and realize that Ryan isn't the one. That he is just a druggie and a loser that wants to get me pregnant and wash his clothes....At some point in your life you do have to realize that you want a better future. That all the dreams are lies and the future is dark...
I have less than 24 hours till Ryan wants an answer on who I want to be with...I don't want to lie to him and be force into this relationship...GRRR
What the hell happened to old fashion love?? Like the Notebook... Do I want to be with Noah or Lon... I want to be a bird with someone and spend my days happy and free...
I am applying to Misercordia but I don't know if they will even consider me because im a horrible student..I don't know what I want to study. I think I might join Caitlyn and major in house wifery. I'm such a mother figure its not even funny. Mollie made me realize that last week, so I thought that was the problem with Ryan. Me and him are back together but once again I don't know if I am happy. There is this other boy that I have waited 7 years to come back to me for good, and I think he is on the edge. I am thinking way too much into the future. Who will be the best father, who will support me more?? I dont think these are questions that a 19 year old should be worrying about. But I worry about them everyday. I don't want to wake up 7 years from now and realize that Ryan isn't the one. That he is just a druggie and a loser that wants to get me pregnant and wash his clothes....At some point in your life you do have to realize that you want a better future. That all the dreams are lies and the future is dark...
I have less than 24 hours till Ryan wants an answer on who I want to be with...I don't want to lie to him and be force into this relationship...GRRR
What the hell happened to old fashion love?? Like the Notebook... Do I want to be with Noah or Lon... I want to be a bird with someone and spend my days happy and free...