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[melencolia]

yesterday was crappy...
my cat died..other things happend which made me question myself...
just shity things...
thats all.

Comments

[pleasure_me]

why didnt you come see movies with us? why didnt you invite me and edlin to your cats funeral? :(

[melencolia]

it lived alone and it died alone mainly...
i think it hated me and my family by the way it acted towards us...im sad it died though...
today would you like to come and watch a movie?

[theblackpenny]

:( oh senor kyle...its a gemini thing

[melencolia]

yes i think it is...
they used to give me meds to balence me out but i stoped taking them...now i would love some..

[firefly_toes]

=) ill always lend a strangers ear if you feel you need to get things off your chest. Cheer up my friend, there is good to come.. =)

[melencolia]

good never comes in the way i want it to...
but thank you..

[firefly_toes]

perhaps youre looking for the wrong kind of good. The kind that feels good, but isnt actually good for you. Your life is your own, you must enlighten your thoughts and frame of mind so you can improve it. I want to help you very much. But you must want to help yourself. You must want to be happy =\

[melencolia]

i want to be happy but im not