Ant in my pants ....
Literally, THERE is ants in my pants. How the hell did they get into my room? If having fleas isn't worse enough. I'm feeling okay, thankful it's raining so that I don't feel guilty about going out. Feel ugh! Blocked noise. My social-life is zilch. I contend to hang out with my boyfriend's friends, cousins what not. Ha, the life of a muso.
Have been thinking. Good sign. Thinking about my future. Hesitant about how I'm going to do it. But I know, when the time is right, there will be a sign. But fuck, gotta be patient. Have to keep going forward. Strive, strive, go, go.
Had the most oddest weird dream while power napping - I was in combat with an unknown woman, and my source of protection were these magical shoes that could POW WOW her into a ... blob. Just weird.
Today ... woke up ... did not want to be late to work. Caught the bus, got rained on while walking in K'rd to work. Made it on time. Everyone concerned for my well-being because I didn't go to work on Thursday (hungover and sooo totally not with it). Made up lame excuse that there were drama's in my life. Partially true. Felt guily about mobile. So handed it back to it's rightful owner. Ok, ok, so I had every intention to keep it ... evil Melebella side. But didn't. I'm glad too. Karma would've turned right around and bit me in the arse.
I'm progressing. Gotta start studying for accounting in preparation for exams. I WILL SUCCEED! I WILL LIVE AND BREATHE ACCOUNTING! AND I WILL PASS! Haven't heard from mum in ages, perhaps she's occupied with DG. Yay, I'm going to be an aunt. The child will be beautiful. My baby bro, DG is going to be a father. A kid himself. I want to be there for him. Want to hold him and tell him that everyone is going to be alright. So miss him. As for the other, bro, JT ... ahem. Well, he can look after himself.
I got flowers today! Yay. Made me happy. Made me sad leaving this temping assignment. The people were great, so nice to me. I guess I'm reflecting good people into my life. If I'm happy within myself, I'll attract happy people?
Pitter patter of rain ... rain ...
Have been thinking. Good sign. Thinking about my future. Hesitant about how I'm going to do it. But I know, when the time is right, there will be a sign. But fuck, gotta be patient. Have to keep going forward. Strive, strive, go, go.
Had the most oddest weird dream while power napping - I was in combat with an unknown woman, and my source of protection were these magical shoes that could POW WOW her into a ... blob. Just weird.
Today ... woke up ... did not want to be late to work. Caught the bus, got rained on while walking in K'rd to work. Made it on time. Everyone concerned for my well-being because I didn't go to work on Thursday (hungover and sooo totally not with it). Made up lame excuse that there were drama's in my life. Partially true. Felt guily about mobile. So handed it back to it's rightful owner. Ok, ok, so I had every intention to keep it ... evil Melebella side. But didn't. I'm glad too. Karma would've turned right around and bit me in the arse.
I'm progressing. Gotta start studying for accounting in preparation for exams. I WILL SUCCEED! I WILL LIVE AND BREATHE ACCOUNTING! AND I WILL PASS! Haven't heard from mum in ages, perhaps she's occupied with DG. Yay, I'm going to be an aunt. The child will be beautiful. My baby bro, DG is going to be a father. A kid himself. I want to be there for him. Want to hold him and tell him that everyone is going to be alright. So miss him. As for the other, bro, JT ... ahem. Well, he can look after himself.
I got flowers today! Yay. Made me happy. Made me sad leaving this temping assignment. The people were great, so nice to me. I guess I'm reflecting good people into my life. If I'm happy within myself, I'll attract happy people?
Pitter patter of rain ... rain ...