Jul 26, 2006 00:51
Why I have the urge to update, I do not know, but I do. I would say that I haven't had time, but that's an obvious lie. In all honesty, I don't know what to tell myself, let alone my little arbitrary place of internet. I don't know where I'm going to school this year. For now it's between Elmhurst and DePaul, but who knows if more will join the ranks. It helps that I think I've decided that I want to do something with communications, specifically public relations because there are so many places that need public relations that the sky really is the limit. But then I wonder if it's what I really want... it's creative, yes, and will probably be flexible and fun, and an awesome career, but is that what I want? Or do I want to make a difference, do I want to go into science and feel that I'm actually doing something. And even if I do decide to do communications, do I stay at DePaul for the AMAZING internship opportunities, or do I go to Elmhurst because I would possibly minor in music and because their communications is broader? I thought I was going to write more here... but I'm bored and out of things to say already. There's more to say, but I'm just not as good at writing what I feel anymore, and I don't even feel like trying right now.
A note: My mood icon says discontent, but is crying. To me discontent is not a tearful mood, but rather a mood of ambivalence and of being unsure of one's happiness. Please disregard the tears and focus on the word.