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Last night...was bad. Didn't fall asleep till like 3 in the morning and trust me it wasn't a peaceful sleep at all. I went riding today and it was kinda disappointing cauz I didn't get to ride Ladybug. Tall Oaks got this new horse, Durado, and I rode him instead. My god this horse is amazingly beautiful and his temerpment is outstanding, I don't think I've ever met a sweeter horse. To ride he's kinda fast and bouncy becauz he gets really nervous and excited, but towards the end of my lesson he calmed down a lot. Then I spent like 20 mins out in the field, poor guys all by himself. So I kept him company and he kept following me around. So maybe it wasn't the best ride, but I deffinately had a good time. I was looking at colleges again cauz I can't wait to get out of high school. Anyway while I was looking I found out that Rutgers has this amazing Equine Science program and they even do stuff with Delaware Valley (where I origanly wanted to go) so at Rutgers I'm like getting the best of both worlds! I get to go not far from home and study what I love. Now alls I hafta do is get through high school without wanting to kill myself first. My social life really sucks right now, I miss having no friends lol. Oh well, I'll deal..I think I'm just gonna try and stop talking to everyone cauz things are way too confussing now.