PCP Saves!
Shitshitshitshitshitshit....
I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME! I WANT TO STAY HERE WITH PANDA AND CLAIRE-BEAR AND JACQUI-BOO AND GINA AND BRIANNA AND DIVYA AND AMBER AND DANA AND CAITLIN AND SARAH AND MEREDITH AND KIRTI AND KRISTIN AND SETH OHHH AND WILL FRIZ-ZELL AND CUTE! KATHRYN AND LAUREN AND MICHAEL AND AUSTIN RIPPERS AND ROXY BABE AND SETHIE AND GWEN AND ALI-LINDA AND HELMS AND ADAM AND NETTIE AND MATT AND WILLWILLWILLWILLWILLWILL!!!!!!!!
Goddamn. I REALLY don't want to go home. Better yet, I want my house, but much bigger and all my Duke PCP friends living with me. I want to hang with Austin, Rip, Seth, and Michael on Palm Beach Island and snicker at how they'll go beserk over designer sunglasses. I want Panda and I to go ice-skating with Kathryn to teach me how to skate backwards. I want to make sily movies with Sarah and die of laughter. I want treat Lauren as my own child and my favorite Barbie doll. I want to make fun of pornography with Dana and Claire and EVERYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO WATCH (Goddamn you "Carribbean Heat"). I want to take care of my 63 children here at PCP. Speaking of "mom" status, I want to properly date Will. I want to take him to dinner at Delray Dunes or the Ocean Club and laugh at his utterly adorable whiteness. I want to drive around with him in my car while singing classic rock and tease each other. I want to kiss him and smile at his laugh and his silly personality. I want to take him to Vermont and let him understand me. I want him to admit I look cute in a Duke hat and have him assure that I look just fine while his eyes ask "Why are you being silly, you look perfect?". I want to drink sweet tea and read on a porch right beside him. I want him to kiss my forehead and play with my hair. I want to play tennis horribly with him and laugh at our mutually pathetic backhands and serves. I wouldn't mind him teasing about my height so long as I can rest my head on his shoulder during a movie. He's not an Ivy League slacker, he's a Southern sweetheart with charm, no accent, manners, intelligence, a sense of humor similar to mine, an appreciation for good film, goes to one of the best schools in the country, has been abroad, and is one of the best people I've ever met. Plus, he's got family approval.
Argh! I am lovesick. It's worse than last year because I've gotten to know Will a lot better than DNA Andrew, we have much more in common, and we seek each other out. It's silly to rant about someone I will possibly never see again, but he makes me so happy. All these people here do. No one's pretentious, everyone's grounded, everyone's smart, no one has delusions of grandeur or big egos. They're all sweet and wonderful and make me blissfully happy. I love you all back home so ver very very very very very much, but this place is most truely a home and these people and my long-lost kin. My Southern roots are tangible here, the accent creeps in as I drink the sweet tea and ironically defend the Patriots. I want to end up with these people somewhere down the road. If you knew them, you'd rant as I do now. You guys are my allies and friends in arms and I love you deeply, but I'm not as artsy as y'all. I don't fit in as well. These guys are more similar to me and it's lovely. Regardless, I will still drive you around and model and have fun parties and go to the beach whenever you want to. My Brown friends would be happy here too, I wish I had the extra three weeks to get you guys this deeply and wonderfully, but unfortuanately we were never given that gift.
So, final verdict(s): PCP cruise/reunion trip, I don't want to go back to school, I need only one more monologue for senior reps, I miss my friends back home but want to bring my PCP friends back to FL as well, I heart Will (you would too!), and I need to catch some sleep. I love you all very much, audience, each and ever one of you. Please never ever forget that, because I do. Also, if you're a girl, I probably have a present for you from Vermont!
GOOD NIGHT MY LOVES!
I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME! I WANT TO STAY HERE WITH PANDA AND CLAIRE-BEAR AND JACQUI-BOO AND GINA AND BRIANNA AND DIVYA AND AMBER AND DANA AND CAITLIN AND SARAH AND MEREDITH AND KIRTI AND KRISTIN AND SETH OHHH AND WILL FRIZ-ZELL AND CUTE! KATHRYN AND LAUREN AND MICHAEL AND AUSTIN RIPPERS AND ROXY BABE AND SETHIE AND GWEN AND ALI-LINDA AND HELMS AND ADAM AND NETTIE AND MATT AND WILLWILLWILLWILLWILLWILL!!!!!!!!
Goddamn. I REALLY don't want to go home. Better yet, I want my house, but much bigger and all my Duke PCP friends living with me. I want to hang with Austin, Rip, Seth, and Michael on Palm Beach Island and snicker at how they'll go beserk over designer sunglasses. I want Panda and I to go ice-skating with Kathryn to teach me how to skate backwards. I want to make sily movies with Sarah and die of laughter. I want treat Lauren as my own child and my favorite Barbie doll. I want to make fun of pornography with Dana and Claire and EVERYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO WATCH (Goddamn you "Carribbean Heat"). I want to take care of my 63 children here at PCP. Speaking of "mom" status, I want to properly date Will. I want to take him to dinner at Delray Dunes or the Ocean Club and laugh at his utterly adorable whiteness. I want to drive around with him in my car while singing classic rock and tease each other. I want to kiss him and smile at his laugh and his silly personality. I want to take him to Vermont and let him understand me. I want him to admit I look cute in a Duke hat and have him assure that I look just fine while his eyes ask "Why are you being silly, you look perfect?". I want to drink sweet tea and read on a porch right beside him. I want him to kiss my forehead and play with my hair. I want to play tennis horribly with him and laugh at our mutually pathetic backhands and serves. I wouldn't mind him teasing about my height so long as I can rest my head on his shoulder during a movie. He's not an Ivy League slacker, he's a Southern sweetheart with charm, no accent, manners, intelligence, a sense of humor similar to mine, an appreciation for good film, goes to one of the best schools in the country, has been abroad, and is one of the best people I've ever met. Plus, he's got family approval.
Argh! I am lovesick. It's worse than last year because I've gotten to know Will a lot better than DNA Andrew, we have much more in common, and we seek each other out. It's silly to rant about someone I will possibly never see again, but he makes me so happy. All these people here do. No one's pretentious, everyone's grounded, everyone's smart, no one has delusions of grandeur or big egos. They're all sweet and wonderful and make me blissfully happy. I love you all back home so ver very very very very very much, but this place is most truely a home and these people and my long-lost kin. My Southern roots are tangible here, the accent creeps in as I drink the sweet tea and ironically defend the Patriots. I want to end up with these people somewhere down the road. If you knew them, you'd rant as I do now. You guys are my allies and friends in arms and I love you deeply, but I'm not as artsy as y'all. I don't fit in as well. These guys are more similar to me and it's lovely. Regardless, I will still drive you around and model and have fun parties and go to the beach whenever you want to. My Brown friends would be happy here too, I wish I had the extra three weeks to get you guys this deeply and wonderfully, but unfortuanately we were never given that gift.
So, final verdict(s): PCP cruise/reunion trip, I don't want to go back to school, I need only one more monologue for senior reps, I miss my friends back home but want to bring my PCP friends back to FL as well, I heart Will (you would too!), and I need to catch some sleep. I love you all very much, audience, each and ever one of you. Please never ever forget that, because I do. Also, if you're a girl, I probably have a present for you from Vermont!
GOOD NIGHT MY LOVES!