update:uptake:remake:shiitake?
yo. as usual my absences of updating needs remarking, along with some cynical commentary about how naïve I find all human beings, including myself. But I don't have the ork, really. . the word lame copy paste reprinted near infinity times to propagate an echo of an emotion:
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point clear? no?
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I have a cursory overview of the neurological analysis ready, and I tell you: "I'm not surprised", he said, with a heavy sigh that indicated that it was definitely not what he had hoped, either.
Deficiency in the frontal lobe areas of the brain: Inability to create plans and patterns, positive habits. Thats why calendars never work. Disruption in interpersonal communication leading to skewed and warped reality perceptions on the subjective scale... Not as immediately drastic as it sounds, it just means that things are seen differently, and people have problems reconciling that. Some things are more important to others. No schizophrenia. Classifiable as 'light autistic'... Next: Limbic system (Reptile Brain for uneducated sods) dysfunction. Hormonal/Chemical/Neural imbalances combining factors to a loose ADHD diagnosis: Sleep disorder, difficulty completing tasks, propensity for chemical addiction, etc.
On the other hand: Visual processing and language formatting is up in the 8% of the normal curve, meaning almost abnormal clarity of some thought processing, abstract concept handling... (would someone plz give clues as to area of proficiency able to exploit those advantages?)
All in all: birth defects, modulated by scale via hormonal reformatting in adolescent phase. It makes me WHO I AM. Now to just get the world to understand that I have limitations that I CANNOT TRANSCEND. I cannot 'shape up', 'pull myself together', 'get a grip' etc., since I CANNOT REWIRE THE PHYSIOLOGY OF MY BRAIN BY WILL ALONE. GET IT??? IT'S A FUCKING HANDICAP I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT, JUST LIKE SOMEONE IN A WHEELCHAIR CANNOT GET UP AND WALK ON PURE WILL NO MATTER WHAT SOME TELEEVANGELISTS SAY. If something isn't working, wether it be the muscles in legs, or the neuromechanical pathways in the brain providing organization and premeditation, it CAN'T BE FIXED WITH A SHRUG OF THE SHOULDERS.
::DO NOT WORRY, ALL IS NORMAL, JUST VENTING STEAM, DEPRESSURIZING ANGER::
and to take the edge off: QUIZ TIME!
Personality
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point clear? no?
lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame lame...
I have a cursory overview of the neurological analysis ready, and I tell you: "I'm not surprised", he said, with a heavy sigh that indicated that it was definitely not what he had hoped, either.
Deficiency in the frontal lobe areas of the brain: Inability to create plans and patterns, positive habits. Thats why calendars never work. Disruption in interpersonal communication leading to skewed and warped reality perceptions on the subjective scale... Not as immediately drastic as it sounds, it just means that things are seen differently, and people have problems reconciling that. Some things are more important to others. No schizophrenia. Classifiable as 'light autistic'... Next: Limbic system (Reptile Brain for uneducated sods) dysfunction. Hormonal/Chemical/Neural imbalances combining factors to a loose ADHD diagnosis: Sleep disorder, difficulty completing tasks, propensity for chemical addiction, etc.
On the other hand: Visual processing and language formatting is up in the 8% of the normal curve, meaning almost abnormal clarity of some thought processing, abstract concept handling... (would someone plz give clues as to area of proficiency able to exploit those advantages?)
All in all: birth defects, modulated by scale via hormonal reformatting in adolescent phase. It makes me WHO I AM. Now to just get the world to understand that I have limitations that I CANNOT TRANSCEND. I cannot 'shape up', 'pull myself together', 'get a grip' etc., since I CANNOT REWIRE THE PHYSIOLOGY OF MY BRAIN BY WILL ALONE. GET IT??? IT'S A FUCKING HANDICAP I CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT, JUST LIKE SOMEONE IN A WHEELCHAIR CANNOT GET UP AND WALK ON PURE WILL NO MATTER WHAT SOME TELEEVANGELISTS SAY. If something isn't working, wether it be the muscles in legs, or the neuromechanical pathways in the brain providing organization and premeditation, it CAN'T BE FIXED WITH A SHRUG OF THE SHOULDERS.
::DO NOT WORRY, ALL IS NORMAL, JUST VENTING STEAM, DEPRESSURIZING ANGER::
and to take the edge off: QUIZ TIME!
Personality
cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
::PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT ENDS::
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