my mom tells me i have no friends

[melcat44]

i hate birthdays nothing good ever happens. Ispend a whole month befoe gettin all stoked and then its a huge let down

EXAMPLE- two good friends of mine met for the first time right before my b-day. we started talking about it and soon ehy had an awesome plan to do something for my birthday..WELL soon the strated secretly dating behind my back and then when i asked about my birthday thing they said neither one talked to each other plus they couldnt do anything for me because it would expose their secret. so i did nothing for my birthday.
If I do recall though i had to write an essay last year but my friend wrote it for me because back then he was awesome now hes...
damn 18days till dissapointment
I have to learn to never get my hopes up again
everyone lets me down

i miss the trio
i miss highschool
i miss 4 dollar theater
i miss mcdonalds 2nd period
i miss being able to get out of any bad grade
i miss concerts
i miss summer 2003
i miss my freakin awesome scarf that got stuck under some bitches wheel and that bitch never gave it back
i miss working at the ymca and all my adorable little kids

but i like the rain