i don't really want to leave

[melbs]

at almost 21 yrs of age, i just now realized that jenny from forrest gump is the girl from princess bride. i love discovering things like this that you probably should've known somehow but didn't. and it might not seem like a big deal, but it kind of is.

last night was a huge success. sweet dance moves and at the end of the night i had 3 new cups and a pair of sunglasses (going semi-professional w/ my large bag tactic. one of the cups-- actually dan's.)

i think i am starting to have one of those amazing lives where i can't distinguish what i dream from what is reality. it's a little strange but i think it mostly means that everything is falling perfectly these days.

the feelings ab leaving here are all v weird and definitely hard to explain. our room is impossible to move around in and it's just like when we moved in. half packed things every where. i know it's silly-sounding, but i am just so nervous to go. this has been the best semester i've ever had, a choice i'm so glad i made, and something that's made me feel so SO good about the future.

but just bc i don't want to leave doesn't mean i don't want to come home. stephanie.