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[melbrig13]

Alot has jus happend..but i really dont feel like tellin the whole story..so i wont! :-D I'm in a okay mood. But yah..this background is jus kinda temporary cuz me and Ash dont like the way we look..so..when we get a good pic of us..I'll put it on here. But n e ways..today was shitty. In 2nd period i started having verdigo..so I went 2 the clinic and called my bro and he came and got me. I felt better when i got home though..so I jus slept and watched tv. Then i had an ortho appt..so i went 2 that then came over here 2 Ash's house where all the bad shit happened. If i wouldnt have come over here..none of this could have happened. But oh well..shit happens..life goes on..ill get over it. something jus struck me..at my house there is a picture right next 2 my front door and its like a garden with a lil white gate that is open..and underneath the picture it says "God never closes one door without opening another." Which..i guess is true..that door just hasnt opened yet. But ya, wow..as i sit here i keep realizing more and more stuff..rarrrrrrrrrr...the more i think..the more upset and pissed i get. errrrrrrrg!

Danielle i know we havent been friends 4 long but..you have helped me so much and also made me realize alot. everything u say i take 2 heart and when it comes time 4 me 2 make a decision..trust me..ill think of everything u told me. thanks so much beb!! xOxO!
Ashley, u know i love u so much and that u mean so much 2 me. U are one of the best friends n e one could ask 4..honestly i have said that b4 to other "bestfriends" but this time..wow..i know its 4 real..like, i dunno..ur awesome! bf4l!
Tina & Monet- thanks yall 4 helping..u know i love yall too!