May 18, 2006 08:45
Am I truly being retarded about everything that is going on. Wanting someone to understand where I am coming from and it makes me want to hide even more. I know hiding doesn't work. I might say I want to hide in a cave and I always do when life hits me and I don't want to face it. I know wallowing in my sorrow is not going to change anything. If anything it is just going to get me more depressed. I need to confess that I am a happy person, that things are going to be fine. I try to think, what are things going to be like this next month or two or three. My best friend is leaving and I just got her back. There is so much going on that when one things happen it isn't that one thing but all the things that are happening at once. Seasons changing in life, friendships, school, work... the whole dealio! I know I really don't have much to complain about and I truly just need to get over all the mumbo jumbo!
When life hits you grab yourself a tootie pop! LOL..I don't know where that came from.
Yea any way!
No worries about me, I'll be fine!
~Bye~