Is this my life?
Haven't updated in a while but i'm still in a haze after this week. I think I have gotten a total of 10 hrs of solid sleep i have never ever been this tired. Mom is still in the hospital and the team of Dr's is coming in today to really tell us how to treat her cancer, that is so wierd for me to say or i mean write my moms cancer. I never thought she would ever get cancer i mean i think part of me knew just with our family history but its my mom and she is my best friend and i am so lost right now without her home. Scott has been sleeping over on the air bed in my room becasue my bed is to small and I do not like to be close when sleeping in case of nightmare. Thats the other thing to with all this stress and worry my anxitey and night mares are going nuts!!! why cant things go back to normal!!!!!!! i think im going to go now before I cry again, ill update later