Just random stuff.
Nothing too much has happened in the past few days. I saw Flight Plan. It was alright. But on the way there I guess I nearly hit a biker or something because I switched lanes and forgot to turn around to check the blind spot, and then I saw some guy waving his arm, and I think his middle finger was up. So then that was verified when he sped up to pass me on his motorcycle and gave me a mean look and the middle finger. Seriously, would someone honestly TRY to cut you off? I guess you get kind of caught up in the whole almost-dying aspect of it though.
I've been really upset lately. Just kind of I'm so big, so ugly, nobody likes me kind of upset. I hate it. Blah. Not even the typical upset for a few hours but fine the next day kind of upset... I've been this way for a week or so, I'm guessing. Oh well. I'll just ride it out. I guess it's probably because I've been letting negativity into my life. Maybe I'd just honestly rather be fake happy and pretend that everything is alright than deal with the fact that I'm not happy all the time, and that's how life is.
On another note... I'm considering buying a guitar. I have the impulse to learn to play it. Electric, not acoustic. I asked the guy at a music store downtown and he said it's not that hard.
Yup, that's it for me.
I've been really upset lately. Just kind of I'm so big, so ugly, nobody likes me kind of upset. I hate it. Blah. Not even the typical upset for a few hours but fine the next day kind of upset... I've been this way for a week or so, I'm guessing. Oh well. I'll just ride it out. I guess it's probably because I've been letting negativity into my life. Maybe I'd just honestly rather be fake happy and pretend that everything is alright than deal with the fact that I'm not happy all the time, and that's how life is.
On another note... I'm considering buying a guitar. I have the impulse to learn to play it. Electric, not acoustic. I asked the guy at a music store downtown and he said it's not that hard.
Yup, that's it for me.