The end of the road...

[melbabay]

So it feels like everything ive been workin for over the past year has been a waste. This past year has been awesome, and in less then a minute it all went to shit. We didnt qualify saturday... we missed it by .4. yes thats right - 4 tenths. You need a 156 to qualify and we got a 155.6 it sux a lot. Ive been doing a lot of crying, and even tho we are appealing the score, its just our luck that we probably wont be going. I love all the girls that ive spent so much of my time with over the past year. Each and everyone of you is amazing no matter what any gas ass judge says. Its just so hard to get passed that because i kno, they are the ones that screwed us over and didnt let us go to state, but we have been amazing this season. We got the score 2 times that you need to qualify and beat 3 teams that qualified on Saturday. I hate the politics. People who dont know how IDTA works are probably laughin at this thinking "How can there be politics? its just dance..." well there is.. and it sux. In sports its clear to see whether you win or lose. Youre either scoring the points or youre not, its the same rules for everyone. They dont change rules or make exceptions for you just because you hosted a tournament...
The worst part of all this is that if each judge wouldve giving .1 higher.. we wouldve been gettin ready to go to state right now. GOD I HATE THE WORLD! i didnt go to school today... i just couldnt deal with everyone askin what happened. i keep checking the IDTA website thinking magically our name will be there.. but its not. Theres no next year, theres no getting another chance... im so sick of being screwed over because we desearved it this time. Now i feel like something will be missing there forever. and poms is just over. idk wat im gunna do with all my time now...