Wanted to try my hand at a fanmix... this one was nagging me for the past couple weeks and I finally did something about it. :) Enjoy. Comments are ♥
White Shadows - Coldplay
When I was a young boy I tried to listen
And I wanna feel like that
[…]
Maybe you’ll get what you wanted
Maybe you’ll stumble upon it
Everything you ever wanted
In a permanent state
Holmes watches Watson… his partner has been distracted lately. Holmes knows it’s the fault of a woman; he knows this because Watson denies it, fervently. Holmes knew it was only a matter of time before Watson succumbed to convention, but it doesn’t stop the nagging, selfish wish that Watson could be happy with him, alone.
Secret Smile - Semisonic
Nobody knows it,
But you’ve got a secret smile
And you use it only for me
It took about a week of living together before Holmes began to play pranks on him. In the beginning, Holmes tried to mask how pleased he was with himself, though Watson usually caught the little smiles and half-hidden smirks.
But those expressions were nothing compared to the grin of pure joy when Watson finally played a prank on him in return.
Work - Jimmy Eat World
Come on would it really be so bad
The things we think might be the same
But I won't fight for more
It’s just not me to wear it on my sleeve
Count on that for sure
Holmes is a man of thought and a man of action… but he’s not generally a man of words. Why should he use dramatic declarations to tell Watson of his affection, when it’s much easier to let his fingers linger on Watson’s arm as they walk? Watson lets his gaze linger in return, and Holmes finds that he quite likes the way that feels.
A Life Between Us - The Finn Brothers
And we’re staring at each other
Like the banks of a river
And we can’t get any closer
But we form a life between us
In spite of Holmes’ unceasing observations, it never occurred to him that Watson might want the very thing he wants… and that he might have been waiting for Holmes to make the first move.
Pretty Down to Your Bones - Hush Sound
But oh, sometimes it hurts
You pluck my nerves
I never wanted anyone else
Don't want anyone else but you
You are the neck of the bottle I'm living in
Yes, Holmes can be a burden to live with. He can irritate Watson in ways the man never considered possible, but he is brilliant and clever and charming (when he wants to be) and never boring… and Watson wouldn’t have him any other way. At least, that’s what he tells himself as he tries to ignore the unsettling crashes and yells from down the hall.
My Body is a Cage - Arcade Fire
My body is a cage
That keeps me from dancing with the one I love
But my mind holds the key
Best Friends - The Perishers
We were best friends,
More than best friends,
Let’s do it all again.
Melancholy Man - Moody Blues
I’m a melancholy man, that’s what I am
All the world surrounds me, and my feet are on the ground
I’m a very lonely man, doing what I can
All the world astounds me, and I think I understand
Nights in White Satin - Moody Blues
Nights in white satin, never reaching the end,
Letters I've written, never meaning to send.
Beauty I've always missed, with these eyes before.
Just what the truth is, I can't say anymore.
'Cause I love you, yes I love you.
The night Holmes realizes he is in love with John Watson is not the end of the world. It is not a heart-stopping moment; he does not make any grand gestures nor proclaim it from the rooftops of London… but he does find himself thinking about it more and more. And the words that, before, seemed so foolish are the ones he practices saying aloud when no one else is around.
The One I Love - Greg Laswell
I might be gone a little while
I guess we'll see
I gotta make a home outta somewhere
And you're all over this city
[…]
But I should probably say that I’m unsure why I'm running,
Running away from the only thing I want
Trying to leave Holmes was more difficult than Watson ever expected…
Say When - The Fray
Turn around and you're walking toward me
I'm breaking down and you're breathing slowly
You say the word and I will be your man, your man
Say when and my own two hands
Will comfort you tonight
Watson is captivated by Sherlock Holmes. He has been since he met the man, and all their time together only leaves him wanting more.
Downfall - Matchbox Twenty
Come on and lay it down
I’ve always been with you, here and now
Give all that’s within you
Be my savior,
And I’ll be your downfall
Last High - The Dandy Warhols
Well I was the first to have spoken
And I said just about all of the things you shouldn’t say
So maybe you loved me, but now, maybe you don’t
[…]
Then I swore when you were the last,
When you were the last high.
Every time he left Baker Street to return to Mary, he told himself that was the last time. He swore he would stay at home and be the good - the faithful - husband he’d promised to be… but that promise never lasted long. How could it, when he knew where he truly belonged?
Take Me As I Am - Au Revoir Simone
Do you know when you were already born
You were already you and I already me
So take me as I am
Bonus Track:
Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy - Queen
Ooh love, Ooh loverboy
What're you doin' tonight, hey boy -
Everything's all right
Just hold on tight -
That's because I'm a good old fashioned loverboy
(This one gets no exposition… it’s just too much fun to resist.) :)
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