thoughts of sadness
So much is left to say. You're not here to say it to. You never listened, but now you can listen but I can't hear the response. Frustration and sadness is so high. Why were we never comfortable. Why couldn't you just say you were sorry. All these people enjoyed who you were yet I the one born to you found little joy. We are so alike, those genetics run strong. The material things you left behind I would recognize and cherish, yet I hear the one that you trusted will get rid of your possessions that made you smile. You shared your smiles with someone who used others and fed me the criticism. My heart aches but we were never close. It aches because it was never made right. We share the strongest biological bond, just goes to show you blood does not equal family.