A vent...and then I ramble..no surprises.....

[melautism]

What the hell!! People who talk about high school BS are doing EXACTLY that. HS BS. No one has ostracized anyone out of any group. If asked then yes I would tell her she was rude. First impression VERY RUDE. Secondly, if you are so interested in what people are or are not saying about you then fuck yeah come to a meeting and find out how you are received. More importantly someone once told me this..you are feeling put out then put others out by that presence. Trust me you ass is not that important for all these people t talk about you. also, you are only getting half the info. I know for a fact your information was seeked. If it was chosen to be ignored then so be it. Who are we to go hounding others. You want information from now on you will have to come to us. GRRRRRR Everyone has it just as hard. no one has it easy and in the end hopefully it all evens out so the good times are at least equal with the bad. You want to be apart of something you despise so much which is just mind blowing to me. We;re not all going to click and get along famously but we all can get along and do for each other like the family that we are.

I'm moving and on some points I am trying to look towards the positives. At least I don't have to conduct myself as a leader beyond all things that I would like to say. It will be a nice break after the two years and the deployment that left us all feeling as if 3 years time had gone by. Hard to leave friends and family, but we strive to do what is right. We refuse to throw anyone under any bridge and let's just stay connected for pete's sake. well I don;t really know who pete is but you know what I mean..I hate to lose contact and I hate to be the only one to reach out. I am a slave to reciprocation.