going someplace warm would be nice
I wish i could have travelled somewhere for spring break but instead I am stuck in New Jersey for the week with a paper to write and have to find a job for the summer.
Still havent heard from my lovely boyfriend Cory, I miss him so much and would love to just talk to him. I know he is busy but a quick email to say hi would be nice. I would give anything to be able to spend time with him. Sometimes I really hate the marine corps.
I wish Ari would stop trying to set me up with her friends, especially ones who just want a piece of ass, Im not at that place anymore. i dont want that, i want to be with Cory and be in a relationship with him. I know he is far away and will be for awhile but he is who i want to be with and i know it will be extremely difficult at times, but i know that what we have is special and I dont want to ruin that, plus i dont want to just fool around with people, im past that part of my life right now.
I just wish i knew that I was doing the right thing, i dont want to get hurt in the end of all this becuae i am putting myself out there and essentially waiting for him, and i just dont want it to blow up in my face when he returns. I know that he is trying to make things work as best as he can but sometimes i wish he would put in more effort, i mean i am his girlfriend, i dunno. its just frustrating.
Still havent heard from my lovely boyfriend Cory, I miss him so much and would love to just talk to him. I know he is busy but a quick email to say hi would be nice. I would give anything to be able to spend time with him. Sometimes I really hate the marine corps.
I wish Ari would stop trying to set me up with her friends, especially ones who just want a piece of ass, Im not at that place anymore. i dont want that, i want to be with Cory and be in a relationship with him. I know he is far away and will be for awhile but he is who i want to be with and i know it will be extremely difficult at times, but i know that what we have is special and I dont want to ruin that, plus i dont want to just fool around with people, im past that part of my life right now.
I just wish i knew that I was doing the right thing, i dont want to get hurt in the end of all this becuae i am putting myself out there and essentially waiting for him, and i just dont want it to blow up in my face when he returns. I know that he is trying to make things work as best as he can but sometimes i wish he would put in more effort, i mean i am his girlfriend, i dunno. its just frustrating.