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Thing's are weird lately.
I don't understand why the friends I really like, don't want to hang out, and the ones that more or less annoy me to some extent are always right fucking behind me. I guess it happens to everyone that was I have noticed, but I don't understand why.
People that YOU like the most, seem to NOT like you. I don't get it, how does that happen. ALL THE TIME.
Anyways, I need to get out of this place, but I feel ask if I cannot, because I have no fucking place to go, because I don't have anymore fucking friends. I don't know if something really changed but chances are people will say someday "Why is Brian so different? Ohmygod he changed..."blahblahblahblahblah horseshit. that's what they always say right? because you're always right, right? you never say you're wrong. Oh but you know you're wrong sometimes? Since when you have never been wrong, right? So, fuck 'em
If i had a gun I would really consider shooting myself, taking in the fact that it's Thornksgiving and workl starts in 25 Minootes.
Yeah, I just want things to be how they were like fucking 3 weeks ago because now sucks and I'm not sure exactly what happened maybe people just got sick of each other or me or whoever, but it's fucking dumb and I'm tired of thinking of blowing houses up because I know I'm not gonna do it.
I don't understand why the friends I really like, don't want to hang out, and the ones that more or less annoy me to some extent are always right fucking behind me. I guess it happens to everyone that was I have noticed, but I don't understand why.
People that YOU like the most, seem to NOT like you. I don't get it, how does that happen. ALL THE TIME.
Anyways, I need to get out of this place, but I feel ask if I cannot, because I have no fucking place to go, because I don't have anymore fucking friends. I don't know if something really changed but chances are people will say someday "Why is Brian so different? Ohmygod he changed..."blahblahblahblahblah horseshit. that's what they always say right? because you're always right, right? you never say you're wrong. Oh but you know you're wrong sometimes? Since when you have never been wrong, right? So, fuck 'em
If i had a gun I would really consider shooting myself, taking in the fact that it's Thornksgiving and workl starts in 25 Minootes.
Yeah, I just want things to be how they were like fucking 3 weeks ago because now sucks and I'm not sure exactly what happened maybe people just got sick of each other or me or whoever, but it's fucking dumb and I'm tired of thinking of blowing houses up because I know I'm not gonna do it.