Seeing Ghosts
There is in every day a moment where you body takes a trip out of your mind. well i guess this is one of those days. There isnt much i can do about it except grit my teeth and bare it. I hate it when i least expect it to happen and then out of no where the feeling of powerless and scared comes over me and there is nothing i can do to stop it or avoid it. I dont know why it happens anymore, but there is the feeling it bring along with it and it makes me wonder why in the hell i put up with the damn memories and the pain that is my past.
he isnt in my life anymore, he shouldnt be able to hurt me anymore, he cant, i left and i tried to leave it all behind and now when i am finally get my life together and i am finally happy for a change its like a ghost comes out of the dark to try and take it away.
why cant he just leave me alone??? havent i hurt enough for a lifetime>>>is there anymore to be brought out by this? is there anything left to take from me?? the answers are simple, I cant give anymore, i sure as hell cant take anymore and yes,...it hurts oh god it hurts so fucking much. there isnt anything left, except the red sea that is flowing from neath my hand.
he isnt in my life anymore, he shouldnt be able to hurt me anymore, he cant, i left and i tried to leave it all behind and now when i am finally get my life together and i am finally happy for a change its like a ghost comes out of the dark to try and take it away.
why cant he just leave me alone??? havent i hurt enough for a lifetime>>>is there anymore to be brought out by this? is there anything left to take from me?? the answers are simple, I cant give anymore, i sure as hell cant take anymore and yes,...it hurts oh god it hurts so fucking much. there isnt anything left, except the red sea that is flowing from neath my hand.