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I am so exhausted today, and not feeling as well as I would like. I feel like someones else is writing this. The cold medication I took last night, makes me feel a thousand miles away. I am overly annoyed in my medicated state. I have roamed these halls a hundred times today, and ended up sitting in Mrs. Millers office using this computer. My contempt for these student and staff here is growing worse everyday. I am beyond ready to graduate. And this upcoming King's Island trip is actually beginning to sound like a nightmare to me. I don't even want to go anymore. They have assigned people buses. Sean ended up on the blue bird filled with people he can't stand, and I am on a charter bus. They have assigned us busses by attitude, and I am offering to give up my seat on a charter bus, so That I can be with Sean on the blue bird. But they aren't letting me. I am just so frustrated with the whole thing in general. Sean is complaining he doesn't want to go, and tons of students feel the same. Why would you want to sit on bus for 5 hours with people you hate!?!
Worse part I have realized is, that I don't care anymore. I am just filled with so much apathey. If it doesn't involve me or Sean, you basically SOL! I guess, in a round about way, this place is slowly making me worse of a person. It's just so crazy how, it can change you for the better, then turn around and make you this cold hearted person. I am hoping once I leave, I will be able to regain the "little" sympathy I had for the human race!
Worse part I have realized is, that I don't care anymore. I am just filled with so much apathey. If it doesn't involve me or Sean, you basically SOL! I guess, in a round about way, this place is slowly making me worse of a person. It's just so crazy how, it can change you for the better, then turn around and make you this cold hearted person. I am hoping once I leave, I will be able to regain the "little" sympathy I had for the human race!