its so nice sitting very still in a room where no one else can feel the pain.
so i am bored and i thought i would update again. i will start with thursday. woke up got ready kenny picked me up we went to school came home and sat on the couch and a bird flew into my window. i went outside to see if it was ok. and it was coughing up blood and i sat with it for like 30minutes while i cried and then it fell over and died and i cried more and more. it was so sad. i was so depressed. then me and my mom went down to daveys to see his mom and then we went to mo and melodys to see the baby puppies and the baby cow. i went outside and played with the cow and i fed it and it was so much fun! then i came home talked to kenny for a while and went ot bed. then i woke up got ready kenny was being a butthead and wouldnt pick me up beuase my dad was home so yeah i was mad at him for that. but i went ot school and my science teacher told me how she had to get her baby cow slaughtered the other weekend and i wanted to shoot her in the head. then i saw kenny once after 3rd bell like always and i saw him again after 4th and then he was going to bring me chicken noodle soup but he was to busy and he had to go to his band thing at 545. so i ate dinner and went outside with my dad and the neighbors all came over and we all talked then kenny called so i came inside and layed down and talked to him for a while then fell asleep at about 11. then i woke up this morning and took a shower and its been a lazy day all day. i did homework, read, and other stuff. im hoping kenny will be able to come home in time for us to hang out tonight but with my luck probably not. but yeah im supposed to go to the neighbors tonight for a cookout. but it storming really bad right now and im scared of thunder so i think im going to go lay down again cuz i still dont feel good. so yeah talk to you later.