i see the hatred in your eyes and wonder how we ever got along
omg im in such a bad mood. you know those days where everything that can go wrong will go wrong. well my day was kinda like that. i woke up and my whole morning was fine until i got to first bell and i dont know what the hell i am doing in that class. i dont understand anything at all and i wish someone would just shoot me in the head. i go to second bell and everything gets worse. i dont know any of the answers again because im gay and that class is so boring. my teacher is so retarded and never lets us out when the bell rings so of course the one year all my classes are as far away from each other as can be i get stuck with the teachers who dont like to let us out when the bell rings. but yeah so i go to my locker and walk with aaron hargreaves to lunch and then i go to spanish where i luckily find out that the homework i never knew we had wasnt due. so thank the lord on that one. but then we took quizzes and checked old ones and shit. i found out that i have a 79 in that class. how great. but i go to lunch which was definitely the only good part of my day becuase i got to see melanie s and talk with caroline. (mrs marville split me caroline and emily up for talking) ok well of course she is one of those teachers that doesnt let us out when the bell rings and you know them black people and how slow they walk down the mother flippin hallways. well i finally get downstairs to see tricia and she was going to leave me. but she didnt thank god. well i get to my last bell and that went fine but then it was time to go home which was ok too becuase i talked to matt the whole way home. then i got home and watched tv and thought about things and how much i wanted to cry becuase i hate my life. and then i took a nap. it was nice until i got up. i dont feel good at all. i got on the inernet and tried to talk to tricia but she was obviously to busy to want to talk ot me. so josh imed me and i talked to him and then i asked tricia something about him and she once again didnt believe me. so um yeah.....my day is just going great. im going to kill myself now bye bye.
i needed to talk ot you and you didnt even care. how much longer is our friendship gonna last. its all up to you. you seem to be the boss of it lately. im sorry you dont agree with me being friends with him but thats not something oyu can control. im not saying im going to completely ditch you for him becuase thats not what friends are. even though i have a good feeling you have done it to me before. is our friendship gonna end like it did lsat itme. no contact for 3-4 months and then suddenly friends again. hopefully not. we used to be such good friends and now were not. this time we just seem to be friends. i have tried everything to be your best friend but i guess i dont quite meet the standards.....
i needed to talk ot you and you didnt even care. how much longer is our friendship gonna last. its all up to you. you seem to be the boss of it lately. im sorry you dont agree with me being friends with him but thats not something oyu can control. im not saying im going to completely ditch you for him becuase thats not what friends are. even though i have a good feeling you have done it to me before. is our friendship gonna end like it did lsat itme. no contact for 3-4 months and then suddenly friends again. hopefully not. we used to be such good friends and now were not. this time we just seem to be friends. i have tried everything to be your best friend but i guess i dont quite meet the standards.....