[[Drop a heart, break a name]]
So I’m going to start using livejournal again
Myspace is…sad
I dunno.
A lot has happened since my last post…but anyone that needs to know about everything does.
So I’m just going to start from the present.
I’ve been weird lately. I’m going to talk about it. It’s a couple of things.
John:
I haven’t truly liked someone for a really, really long time. I kind of just wanted to be with someone, and anyone that also wanted to be with me, I said I liked them and then we were together. I just liked being with them, not them. The last person I really can remember actually LIKING was Neil. He’s the last person I can remember that made me make sure my make up was okay, made me dress cute, and actually care. I like john though. I mean, I really do like him. Sometimes I feel like he really likes me, and others I feel the total opposite. I guess we will just wait and see what happens, I mean, that what you always have to do I guess.
Home:
So, I get off grounding after this weekend. I’ve only been in for a week. That makes me happy. I just wish my mom trusted me more.
School:
Failing English and bio
I’m going to talk to my watch consultant on Monday though
Try to get that fixed
I really don’t like it though.
It makes me sad, I really don’t like it when im doing bad in school. I’m really bright, and so smart. I get all the stuff, its just the work. I don’t do it at all.
That going to change though, you will see.
By the end of the quarter there wont be a grade below c.
Friends:
It’s the best that its been for a while. I love gabe, dan, aaron, erin, nichole, zach, chanise, Hannah, ronnee, chantel, steven, kitchen, Kristen, casey, kim, dylin, and so many more. I’ve had more fun then ever these past weeks/month, its been really great.
Best friend:
Um, devin rines, love her to death. Yeah. W.e. shit is happening, we’ll get through it.
Smitty:
Um, yeah its stupid. If she fucking hates me, she can fucking tell me to my face, or she doesn’t even have to. She can just not talk to me. The thing is, she fucking acts like my fucking friend, and then talks shit about me to other people. Its so dumb. Its just, dumb. I don’t even know.
Yeah.
Im done
♥
Myspace is…sad
I dunno.
A lot has happened since my last post…but anyone that needs to know about everything does.
So I’m just going to start from the present.
I’ve been weird lately. I’m going to talk about it. It’s a couple of things.
John:
I haven’t truly liked someone for a really, really long time. I kind of just wanted to be with someone, and anyone that also wanted to be with me, I said I liked them and then we were together. I just liked being with them, not them. The last person I really can remember actually LIKING was Neil. He’s the last person I can remember that made me make sure my make up was okay, made me dress cute, and actually care. I like john though. I mean, I really do like him. Sometimes I feel like he really likes me, and others I feel the total opposite. I guess we will just wait and see what happens, I mean, that what you always have to do I guess.
Home:
So, I get off grounding after this weekend. I’ve only been in for a week. That makes me happy. I just wish my mom trusted me more.
School:
Failing English and bio
I’m going to talk to my watch consultant on Monday though
Try to get that fixed
I really don’t like it though.
It makes me sad, I really don’t like it when im doing bad in school. I’m really bright, and so smart. I get all the stuff, its just the work. I don’t do it at all.
That going to change though, you will see.
By the end of the quarter there wont be a grade below c.
Friends:
It’s the best that its been for a while. I love gabe, dan, aaron, erin, nichole, zach, chanise, Hannah, ronnee, chantel, steven, kitchen, Kristen, casey, kim, dylin, and so many more. I’ve had more fun then ever these past weeks/month, its been really great.
Best friend:
Um, devin rines, love her to death. Yeah. W.e. shit is happening, we’ll get through it.
Smitty:
Um, yeah its stupid. If she fucking hates me, she can fucking tell me to my face, or she doesn’t even have to. She can just not talk to me. The thing is, she fucking acts like my fucking friend, and then talks shit about me to other people. Its so dumb. Its just, dumb. I don’t even know.
Yeah.
Im done
♥