May 19, 2005 15:54
yes. it's that time of my life when i am feeling intensely sentimental. Everything i do is categorized under the subheading of "last." Today i picked up my last yearbook. Tomorrow is my last regular, 7:25-2:10 day of high school. 5 more days of high school. last Senior Planning dinner. last school dance, prom. last graduation, my own. and that's it. This entire year, up until these past few weeks, i would have felt ready to graduate immediately. But now a part of me is still hanging on. High school, through my ever-continuing awkward years, has been comfort zone. i've mastered wootton and its loopholes. but this is what it means to grow up. heck, i'm 18. a legal adult. it's time to move on.
Although my life seems to be marked with "lasts," it is also being filled with "firsts." Praise God for that. i have faith that next year at UMCP will be goodtimes =]
I thank the Lord for giving me all of these amazing memories. I thank the Lord for allowing me to continue making memories.
EmoSteph--out.