No job soon?
So, I've spent all morning crying and cursing.
If things goes in the direction I think they will, I won't have a job next Monday. The patient I work for is dying and since I'm just a substitute worker for someone who's long-term sick and is coming back in a few weeks I don't think they will extend my employment. They already have too many workers and if our patient die now they will certainly get rid of me first.
It doesn't matter that I'm never late for work, do a great job, take lots of responsibility and work my ass off: I'm just a fill-in and that's it.
I'm applied for another job at a collective living for intellectually handicapped persons and for another job at a senior citizen's home in my home town. I really, really want to move back.
In just a month I get my credit back (long story, but when you're mentally unhealthy and barley can take care of your self it's very easy to get in financially trouble. I got, even if it was a small shitty sum of money..like 100$ or so..It ruined my credit for several years but now I'll get it back) so I can rent an apartment in my own name.
I miss my mom, my dad, my sisters.....I want to move back.
If things goes in the direction I think they will, I won't have a job next Monday. The patient I work for is dying and since I'm just a substitute worker for someone who's long-term sick and is coming back in a few weeks I don't think they will extend my employment. They already have too many workers and if our patient die now they will certainly get rid of me first.
It doesn't matter that I'm never late for work, do a great job, take lots of responsibility and work my ass off: I'm just a fill-in and that's it.
I'm applied for another job at a collective living for intellectually handicapped persons and for another job at a senior citizen's home in my home town. I really, really want to move back.
In just a month I get my credit back (long story, but when you're mentally unhealthy and barley can take care of your self it's very easy to get in financially trouble. I got, even if it was a small shitty sum of money..like 100$ or so..It ruined my credit for several years but now I'll get it back) so I can rent an apartment in my own name.
I miss my mom, my dad, my sisters.....I want to move back.