Feb 03, 2005 00:20
i have quite a few things to say, i have to write my smokers manifesto (not what you think) talk about the stranger (never do that) and talk about my life (thats easy enough.
so my life is rolling (not simply because i have a girl friend, but because of what she is)
it is hard to explain because most people just want to have sex, and so they gear their thoughts and feelings and efforts to fucking anything they see... there is so much more.
jen. well she is something special. funny, witty, more than me infact i feel stupid around her (it;s a great feeling im not being sarcastic either)
she understands me and has been the only person i have ever considered being honest to (im an ambiguous puzzle so...)
she is original and different i cant find one thing that bothers or irritates me, she is just a prize in my opinion.
i could stair into her eyes for hours, im not joking either,
i could not think of anyother person in the world who i would rather be with and i say that honestly and without the haze that emerging feelings bring.
well im happy good night