Jan 27, 2005 13:55
hmm. how should i start? talk about my day, simple enough, things are sort of glazed, like a dream that lasts the whole night, and i pray it lasts for longer. i'm happy, got to get job. have, to get a car, have to stop drinking haven't done that in a while.
i just hope i am not bi polar that would be horrible (whoever reads this probably thinks im just babbling it all fits though)
i am happy in a weird way considering i haven't ever been so. i have had situations that should force some fervor ( i love that word) but nope. i am now, which is good
at risk of sounding liek an ass hole i think most of you guys are stupid ( my opinion doesn't matter) but i wish you all stopped smoking so much. you probably can't see it but you all are burning out, i can see those dying fucking embers wroughting their ghosts upon the floor (lol, poe)
anyway gl i hope you figure everything out lins i really do, and hope everyone holds on to something.