vice nor virtue
The past two weeks have been so stressful. Im getting so sick that Im really starting to scare myself. Im feeling a lot better than i was Friday and Saturday so I guess thats good. I had two more anxiety attack thingys yesterday but i was able to breathe and keep them under control. I hate having so much on my mind. I really just wanna get away and chill even just a couple of hours would be nice.Ian if youre reading this you and I really need to hang out soon cuz i miss having a best guy friend. Anyway i guess im gunna stay in humanities with alex. Hopefully it will get a little better. Im still really looking foward to ceramics and sculpture next semester. but today was perty horrible. it started off with double english and we were doing summer reading essays and I had to completely make up my essay because I only read one book this summer. then i went to physics where i bombed our first quiz because i had been in the nurse the day before and the girls notes i borrowed blew. then i went to humanites and got wicked mad with alex because he had a high heart rate and wasnt going to go home, to the nurse or to the doctors. then finally after i was a bitch he finally agreed to go back to the nurse. the rest of my day was okay till i got to study hall. I have senior release but I couldnt leave because I wanted to see alex and i would just have to come back in like half an hour to go get my sister so I sat there in study with Kim. it was absolutely horrible. and to make it all worse tomorrow is ONLY wednesday. I just realized that this whole entry has just been my bitching.... lol gotta love that. on a more upbeat note... yeah i got nothing at the moment besides that its nice to be able to see everyone even it if is school.