Jun 15, 2004 02:21
eh, not much goin on, same old to be honest. last 2 nights, including tonight, was party and party.
saturday night. eh, im a lil tickd off about something that happened but it really doesnt make a difference in anything. think of it as one of those nights where u were supposed to do something with someone, as i hang out, but they kinda blow u off, but you arent that motivated to ask why arent we leaving to go "hang out" but u do nothing the entire night because of this persons power to make you weak. eh, i dunno. fuck it. just wanted to say saturday night i did nothing but i was supposed to, but i didnt... so yeah.. what else is new? why am i making this a big deal? somebody punch me.
speaking of punches, i also punched the wall saturday in the arena during the time i would be "hangin out" instead of being bored all fucking night. anyway, yeah.. my right hand middle finger nuckle is bruised, battered, and burnt. i guess i slid my fist down when i was slamming my fist into the wall and a few steps later when i looked at the weird thhings on my 2 middle nuckles, i noticed some skin was peeled or stretched so that it was as if it was a rug burn. but anyway, today its really been a pain and its all red, bruised, and kinda ugly lookin. its about the size of a green pea between index finger and middle finger nuckles.
ahh, anyway, enough of the drama from my work. wednesday, we all hve the day off and we gt a road trip to 6 flags. how awesome is that. lazergate has its ups and downs.
anyway, i was supposed to get y license today(monday) but that didnt fall thru. i guess ill fix up my car a little more today (tuesday). (its 2am tues morn right now)
at my friends house tonight, we were jammin out with 2 acoustic guitars. i was using it more of a bass, but we managed. hah and for some reason, one of my friends who doesnt know how to play a string intrument was playing pretty good.. lol when we were about to leave, i thought i lost my nugz and was flippin out lookin for it for about 5 minutes. then realized i folded it 3x and put it in my box of ciggaretes. silly me.
this entry has been jumping from one topic to another but i dont care. i had a talk with the girl i liked, and its like.... wow. ill skip the details and just say that i think i should just give up. its pointless to try to be with someone if they already ARE with someone. so, yeah. i guess im giving up since its uhh.. pointless. *thumbs up* theres plenty o girls out there i can flirt with, the problem is finding them when theyre SINGLE and dont just like me because i have a cock in my pants.
hey, anyway, im gonna smoke a cigg then play some bass for a while... after that, i may go to bed or come back online. chat with me, or leave me messages on AIM will ya?
fini