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Oh Dear lord, I just checked my email, and realized that I forgot to attach the history Q's in my email, I was about to die of shame, of all the stupid things I've done, this was the most embarrassing, the most pathetic, the most hopeless, single handedly screwing over any one who was relying on me for the Q's, and making my hopelessness clear to most of our class. But then I realized that Aaron Goodman had gotten the attachments, because he finished formatting them and sent them around, so I finally figured out that I sent 2 emails, one with the attachments, one without, but I didn't send the one with attachments to my class, so if Aaron hadn't I'd still have screwed over my class. Thank god, but it's still hella embarrassing, you can imagine how red I got.
at least I'm getting over my sore throat, just in time for finals, yay, but not.
Aaaaaaaaaaaag, I'm such an idiot, I want to sink into a whole, on top of that I always ramble in emails, I try to explain things, and it goes alll over, and I was so out of it when I sent the email, I realized all of the sudden, nevermind, this is why I kept reminding myself not to write an entry last night. When I'm tired, not exhausted, but mentally drained, I act like a little kid, I scowl at things and shuffle around in my blanket and bite things, mainly myself because I'm right there, and I say everything on my mind.
anyway, the cutest thing ever happened to me today and I'm not gonna tell you what it is, but ah, I just want to keep him forever!
at least I'm getting over my sore throat, just in time for finals, yay, but not.
Aaaaaaaaaaaag, I'm such an idiot, I want to sink into a whole, on top of that I always ramble in emails, I try to explain things, and it goes alll over, and I was so out of it when I sent the email, I realized all of the sudden, nevermind, this is why I kept reminding myself not to write an entry last night. When I'm tired, not exhausted, but mentally drained, I act like a little kid, I scowl at things and shuffle around in my blanket and bite things, mainly myself because I'm right there, and I say everything on my mind.
anyway, the cutest thing ever happened to me today and I'm not gonna tell you what it is, but ah, I just want to keep him forever!