same shit
so nothing is new.
ill be home in 3 weeks exactly.
so stoked right now i cant even begin to explain.
took sam to the airport yesterday he will be gone for 2 weeks.
Nakeli leaves on the 20th.
Mark doesnt know when he is leaving.
The sooner the better for me.
Nikki leaves end of next week.
Girl sam the same time.
With everyone leaving, i feel like i did last year when everyone was leaving to college. it makes me so depressed. but i will still have bethany, jay, josh, sam when he gets back, and sarah and crystal and timmy sandy and chef. but its gonna be weird when the only people i have been around are leaving. i want to scream and yell and act like im two.
i dont want mark to leave but its better that way. i completely respect him and care for him no doubt but we are so pou. finished over.
i will miss him waking me up at night with his kisses, smiling sleepy eyed at me in the morning. i miss him already and he isnt even gone .
ill be home in 3 weeks exactly.
so stoked right now i cant even begin to explain.
took sam to the airport yesterday he will be gone for 2 weeks.
Nakeli leaves on the 20th.
Mark doesnt know when he is leaving.
The sooner the better for me.
Nikki leaves end of next week.
Girl sam the same time.
With everyone leaving, i feel like i did last year when everyone was leaving to college. it makes me so depressed. but i will still have bethany, jay, josh, sam when he gets back, and sarah and crystal and timmy sandy and chef. but its gonna be weird when the only people i have been around are leaving. i want to scream and yell and act like im two.
i dont want mark to leave but its better that way. i completely respect him and care for him no doubt but we are so pou. finished over.
i will miss him waking me up at night with his kisses, smiling sleepy eyed at me in the morning. i miss him already and he isnt even gone .