Whats going ON!!!!
So this week as been wierd... to say the least ... Yesterday I was in a pissed off mood for SOME reason I don't even know why .... I kinda think it was just a combination of things ... this lady from my kingdom hall has been driving me alittle crazy ... she talks and talks and talks about all these other people and gossips about this and that AND I DON'T want to hear it ... she also talks bad about people that I really just don't have a problem with .. and she wants me to agree with her BUT I DON'T ... I have my own opinion about these people and she is not going to make me feel any different .... soo I've just been frustrated with a variety of things ... also this girl at work has been makeing me CRAZY ... I mean I am sure I drive people crazy sometimes but she really has been making me insane ... also its been kind of slow at work lately and I get soo bored and that causes me to get annoyed ... and just I dont know what my deal is ... I just want to be like SHUT THE FUCK UP sometimes and well ........ anyone who knows me knows I could not say that face to face to someone ... IM A CHICKEN ... soo I guess I have to live with it ...
On a happier note .... I'm so excited for tiffany to come visit ... I feel like I really need a good friend here for awhile ... It seems like I havent been able to really talk to someone and get along with someone as well as I did when tiff was here ... Also when I went home to go visit it was soo nice to see everyone and talk to real friends ... but we didn't get to spend that much time together which was kinda of sad ... soo I am glad to see tiff and really get to hang out with a true friend .... good times good times ... I also want to get tickets to go to see my uncle and cousin in Cali ... Im just now .. now that Im 21 ...just starting to get to know my family better ... I was never really close to my family ... which I really hate ... But now I am getting to know them better and I would really love to go out and visit them ...
I know I don't celebrate Christmas and I don't for a reason and I believe in those reasons ... The only thing I have a problem with is seeing everyone with there families and in this happy, lovey, joyus mood and I'm stuck at home in my studio .. BY MYSELF .... I shouldn't complaine though ... I could have went home to visit family if I so chose .. I know my parents would have bought me a ticket ... But I just got back from there and ... There are some people I do not want to be around right now and they of course live in houston ... sooo its a give and take thing ... soo I think that has to do alittle with why I have been upset and just all around angry lately ... soo anyways ...
Well I'm at work right now and I better go soo that I can possible get some work done ... if there is something for me to do ... Laters
On a happier note .... I'm so excited for tiffany to come visit ... I feel like I really need a good friend here for awhile ... It seems like I havent been able to really talk to someone and get along with someone as well as I did when tiff was here ... Also when I went home to go visit it was soo nice to see everyone and talk to real friends ... but we didn't get to spend that much time together which was kinda of sad ... soo I am glad to see tiff and really get to hang out with a true friend .... good times good times ... I also want to get tickets to go to see my uncle and cousin in Cali ... Im just now .. now that Im 21 ...just starting to get to know my family better ... I was never really close to my family ... which I really hate ... But now I am getting to know them better and I would really love to go out and visit them ...
I know I don't celebrate Christmas and I don't for a reason and I believe in those reasons ... The only thing I have a problem with is seeing everyone with there families and in this happy, lovey, joyus mood and I'm stuck at home in my studio .. BY MYSELF .... I shouldn't complaine though ... I could have went home to visit family if I so chose .. I know my parents would have bought me a ticket ... But I just got back from there and ... There are some people I do not want to be around right now and they of course live in houston ... sooo its a give and take thing ... soo I think that has to do alittle with why I have been upset and just all around angry lately ... soo anyways ...
Well I'm at work right now and I better go soo that I can possible get some work done ... if there is something for me to do ... Laters