How long has it been?
Sooo its been awhile since Ive updated ...
I went to Italy and it was absolutly amazing and beautiful and just GREAT! The wedding that we went to was in a CASTLE!! I REALY CASTLE ... like in the fairtale books you read about. AMAZING! We spent some time in Venice and again just right out of the movies .. something that you never thought was real but WAS! The language, italian is absoultly beautiful and really makes me want to learn how to speak it. ... Right now on TV is MTV's TRUE LIFE .. Back packing through EUROPE .. TOTALLY what I want to do. once I graduate I want to take a backpacking trip through Europe.. If any one wants to GO ... LET ME KNOW we will make plans!!! ANYWHO ... I am kinda not into Chicago right now ... I kinda don't want to live here anymore .. but I guess it somethign I have to live with until I actually finish College... AKA 2 YEARS!! .... AKA TO LONG!!! I don't know what to do ... I want to move and go somewhere else .. I could go back home but I CANT because I dont want too ... soo I dont know .. Im really dreading this winter.. It is something that I really just can't get used too. I wish I couldnt but the winters here are HORRID and something that NO ONE really gets used to. Everyone tells me that the past few winters have been really MILD! WHAT!?!?!? MILD!??! .. if that was mild that I have no idea what really winters are like here in Chicago and I DONT WANT TO KNOW!!! ... I love the city and I love the area here in Chicago but I just feel like I don't have really close friends and people that I can relate too.. I spend alot of time doing things by myself and just doing what I need to be doing .. Like school and work .. and no real time to do what I want to do. I know I shouldnt complain because I have had some of the most amazing opportunities since I have moved here .. going to Australia and Italy and just meeting some amazing people. But I just don't feel happy. I don't know if that is somethign that I can change or if it just wont happen while Im here .. who knows.. ANYWAYS ... Im on my way out .. Im going to IKEA to get some things for my apartment...Wish me luck .. hopefully it wont be TOO crowded...
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I went to Italy and it was absolutly amazing and beautiful and just GREAT! The wedding that we went to was in a CASTLE!! I REALY CASTLE ... like in the fairtale books you read about. AMAZING! We spent some time in Venice and again just right out of the movies .. something that you never thought was real but WAS! The language, italian is absoultly beautiful and really makes me want to learn how to speak it. ... Right now on TV is MTV's TRUE LIFE .. Back packing through EUROPE .. TOTALLY what I want to do. once I graduate I want to take a backpacking trip through Europe.. If any one wants to GO ... LET ME KNOW we will make plans!!! ANYWHO ... I am kinda not into Chicago right now ... I kinda don't want to live here anymore .. but I guess it somethign I have to live with until I actually finish College... AKA 2 YEARS!! .... AKA TO LONG!!! I don't know what to do ... I want to move and go somewhere else .. I could go back home but I CANT because I dont want too ... soo I dont know .. Im really dreading this winter.. It is something that I really just can't get used too. I wish I couldnt but the winters here are HORRID and something that NO ONE really gets used to. Everyone tells me that the past few winters have been really MILD! WHAT!?!?!? MILD!??! .. if that was mild that I have no idea what really winters are like here in Chicago and I DONT WANT TO KNOW!!! ... I love the city and I love the area here in Chicago but I just feel like I don't have really close friends and people that I can relate too.. I spend alot of time doing things by myself and just doing what I need to be doing .. Like school and work .. and no real time to do what I want to do. I know I shouldnt complain because I have had some of the most amazing opportunities since I have moved here .. going to Australia and Italy and just meeting some amazing people. But I just don't feel happy. I don't know if that is somethign that I can change or if it just wont happen while Im here .. who knows.. ANYWAYS ... Im on my way out .. Im going to IKEA to get some things for my apartment...Wish me luck .. hopefully it wont be TOO crowded...
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