anger
I was just thinking about friends and all, and I realized that I get mad at people alot. But they never know! lol, I'm not sure. I'm pretty lazy, thats probably why, and I'd rather just not care then have to talk about it and work it out. I usually just get mad, ignore them, and then forget about it and talk again lol. Oh well:)
My stomach hurts...thats no fun.
I played my guitar today alot. I was really excited because I came up with lots of riffs and all. I learned how to play Jacqueline and part of Auf Asche by Franz too. I watched music videos too which was fun. Franz, Jet, and some rap for my bro. Watched Hey Mama! HAHA, some Outkast. Andre 3000! laura remmeber, madre 3000 lol. Evanescence too, I havent listened to them all summer but they have such good music. Amazing lyrics. I'll post some at the end of my update. Oooh yes, A to Z Johnny Depp. He's so hot. Hal Sparks and Michael Ian Black are very hot too lol.
I gotta babysit tomorrow...blah. We're going to the beach, again. It better be hot out. I wanna watch a movie but I gotta go to bed soon. Be up at 6:00:(
lyrics now..
My immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
I love that song, lyrics, video. Evanescence is good.
~Shayla~
My stomach hurts...thats no fun.
I played my guitar today alot. I was really excited because I came up with lots of riffs and all. I learned how to play Jacqueline and part of Auf Asche by Franz too. I watched music videos too which was fun. Franz, Jet, and some rap for my bro. Watched Hey Mama! HAHA, some Outkast. Andre 3000! laura remmeber, madre 3000 lol. Evanescence too, I havent listened to them all summer but they have such good music. Amazing lyrics. I'll post some at the end of my update. Oooh yes, A to Z Johnny Depp. He's so hot. Hal Sparks and Michael Ian Black are very hot too lol.
I gotta babysit tomorrow...blah. We're going to the beach, again. It better be hot out. I wanna watch a movie but I gotta go to bed soon. Be up at 6:00:(
lyrics now..
My immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
I love that song, lyrics, video. Evanescence is good.
~Shayla~