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well it is 2:19AM and i cannot sleep for the life of me...i was up late last night and then i slept till like 2:30 today so I dont think rest is in my future....plus, im really excited for this week...im going to avalon NJ for 3 days and then im coming home friday and leaving to go up to the cabin we have near lake Wallenpaupak....im really excited...i miss the peacefulness of the cabin and i just plain love the beach so its going to be great....then im going to ozzfest the tuesday i get home...its funny, i didnt think i would be excited about that at all but i actually am...it will be cool to look back and say i was there
this just in...another rant about life by reporter megan colley: it occured to me yesterday, once again, that we really need to live our lives to the fullest (as cliche as that is) and embrace every aspect of our days here...last night i realized just how much i love those around me...last night as i sat in the waiting room of a hospital, i realized that being there for your friends is one of the most important things you can do...as i hugged rick and Brandon and Kevin and Chris....as i kissed amir and whispered "i love you" i really thought about that phrase...i really REALLY meant it....and then i thought about stef and her smile...and i thought about adam and his laugh...i thought about Kaylie and Stacey...Mack and Colleen...Emilia, Tara, Brandi...and i remembered those times that i laughed with all of them...i remembered all the stuff that ive been through with all of them...last night as i sat wide-awake in bed at 5 AM...i had a thought...what if i had never met them? and as soon as the thought tiptoed through my mind, i felt my eyes well up with tears...because last night i learned how easily each one of them could be deleted from my life in half a heartbeat...i learned that no matter how hard we hold onto those that we love, there is never a guarantee that we will see them tomorrow....so now i sit at my computer, filled up with a massive dose of reality...not really knowing where to go with it...but all i want to do is hold on to each one of them forever
because of the circumstances of last night, i couldnt help but want to hold onto amir for hours without letting go...i couldnt stop telling him that i loved him.
i only wish that these revelations occured more often.
this just in...another rant about life by reporter megan colley: it occured to me yesterday, once again, that we really need to live our lives to the fullest (as cliche as that is) and embrace every aspect of our days here...last night i realized just how much i love those around me...last night as i sat in the waiting room of a hospital, i realized that being there for your friends is one of the most important things you can do...as i hugged rick and Brandon and Kevin and Chris....as i kissed amir and whispered "i love you" i really thought about that phrase...i really REALLY meant it....and then i thought about stef and her smile...and i thought about adam and his laugh...i thought about Kaylie and Stacey...Mack and Colleen...Emilia, Tara, Brandi...and i remembered those times that i laughed with all of them...i remembered all the stuff that ive been through with all of them...last night as i sat wide-awake in bed at 5 AM...i had a thought...what if i had never met them? and as soon as the thought tiptoed through my mind, i felt my eyes well up with tears...because last night i learned how easily each one of them could be deleted from my life in half a heartbeat...i learned that no matter how hard we hold onto those that we love, there is never a guarantee that we will see them tomorrow....so now i sit at my computer, filled up with a massive dose of reality...not really knowing where to go with it...but all i want to do is hold on to each one of them forever
because of the circumstances of last night, i couldnt help but want to hold onto amir for hours without letting go...i couldnt stop telling him that i loved him.
i only wish that these revelations occured more often.