the copmplete tipsy truth
I think I've just been pretending these last two motnths. I'm not happy. I never fucking will be. EVER. i'm never going to be able to scompletely trust. and it's not just his fault. it's all my f ault. there is no one for me. i hate it. i hate being realitisic. i hate is so mcuh. why cant i be like all those ahppy hippies that just believe. i want to believe, in my weak moments.
i
'm trying to train myself to not get my hopes up...... i'm trying. i'vbe been trying for the last fucking seven years, why carent i perferct at it yet!!? for fucks sake.
This is what iu [ooposted in the white halls. I thought it'd chuck it here too mbecause it is me. it's how i feel.
I hurt.
i
'm trying to train myself to not get my hopes up...... i'm trying. i'vbe been trying for the last fucking seven years, why carent i perferct at it yet!!? for fucks sake.
This is what iu [ooposted in the white halls. I thought it'd chuck it here too mbecause it is me. it's how i feel.
I hurt.