Reflection time !
It's been a long 3 days. . .
Unfortunately, i'm still not ENTIRELY done with my project. What's taking me so long to finish this? Maybe some sort of bizarre subconciouse melancholy in realizing it is my final project for highschool? ..Mmmm doubtful. I'll settle for severe apathy and a mind which is preoccupied by too many more important things (my personal situation regarding the next 2 or 3 weeks, New York, certain people, post-highschool plans, etc.) and a wild but lazy streak.
Travel.
I got a postcard from Francesca the other day in the mail. She's in Pennsylvania right now. I'm considering writing to her and asking her if I can go visit sometime in the future. I realize that this is actually a very good plan since i'm almost positive she would say yes, and I would love to get out of the area for a few days. I realize I am already going to New York in June, but a trip in maybe late July wouldn't hurt.
Lull. Lush. Love.
I have a bad tendency of seeing the best in people. Trying to believe they are great, when they may not really be. Not giving up on a perfect image of them. Even after they've proven (or acted in a way) to not be. I don't think i'll ever really understand it. I have this notion that people are much better than they realize or portray themselves to be. And yes, we make mistakes as well. *sigh* I know exactly what i'm getting at here, I just don't feel like admitting to it and don't think ever will. I'll just continue to believe they are good people from a far and wish them the best.
Plans?
Friday i'll probably wind up at Revolver with Erik and maybe others. ((Going to stay in Friday night as I need to rest. . . )) I have a lunch date with Katrina rockmylobster (be enviouse! and no, you are not invited =p) on Saturday. Not sure what else there is to do. ((may be going to poplife to join the after prom kids from school)) To be honest, after all that happened last weekend, I think it's best I take it easy for the most part this comming weekend. Who knows. Maybe the beach at some point, if anyone would actually care to go. . . Might go get an industrial* this weekend, too. I really want to. Depending on cost, I suppose. Couldn't be too much, I hope. =)
I've a sore throat.
And terrible back pain.
Much to think about.
And not enough time to work.
At least highschool is almost over.
Love would be nice.
But I guess just not yet.
Out.
*I've been wanting this one for a while, but perhaps i'll change my mind and go with another ear piercing? Hmm. Suggestions?
P.S. I refuse to feel guilty for things that do not concern others. Let me just make that as a general statement. I do as I please, and it may sound selfish I suppose.. but the things I do/manner in which I act/overall behaviour is only my buisness. There you have it. Life is too short to worry myself over someone getting bent out of shape because they don't agree or are bothered or jealous, etc over things which really just don't concern them.
Cut.
Unfortunately, i'm still not ENTIRELY done with my project. What's taking me so long to finish this? Maybe some sort of bizarre subconciouse melancholy in realizing it is my final project for highschool? ..Mmmm doubtful. I'll settle for severe apathy and a mind which is preoccupied by too many more important things (my personal situation regarding the next 2 or 3 weeks, New York, certain people, post-highschool plans, etc.) and a wild but lazy streak.
Travel.
I got a postcard from Francesca the other day in the mail. She's in Pennsylvania right now. I'm considering writing to her and asking her if I can go visit sometime in the future. I realize that this is actually a very good plan since i'm almost positive she would say yes, and I would love to get out of the area for a few days. I realize I am already going to New York in June, but a trip in maybe late July wouldn't hurt.
Lull. Lush. Love.
I have a bad tendency of seeing the best in people. Trying to believe they are great, when they may not really be. Not giving up on a perfect image of them. Even after they've proven (or acted in a way) to not be. I don't think i'll ever really understand it. I have this notion that people are much better than they realize or portray themselves to be. And yes, we make mistakes as well. *sigh* I know exactly what i'm getting at here, I just don't feel like admitting to it and don't think ever will. I'll just continue to believe they are good people from a far and wish them the best.
Plans?
Friday i'll probably wind up at Revolver with Erik and maybe others. ((Going to stay in Friday night as I need to rest. . . )) I have a lunch date with Katrina rockmylobster (be enviouse! and no, you are not invited =p) on Saturday. Not sure what else there is to do. ((may be going to poplife to join the after prom kids from school)) To be honest, after all that happened last weekend, I think it's best I take it easy for the most part this comming weekend. Who knows. Maybe the beach at some point, if anyone would actually care to go. . . Might go get an industrial* this weekend, too. I really want to. Depending on cost, I suppose. Couldn't be too much, I hope. =)
I've a sore throat.
And terrible back pain.
Much to think about.
And not enough time to work.
At least highschool is almost over.
Love would be nice.
But I guess just not yet.
Out.
*I've been wanting this one for a while, but perhaps i'll change my mind and go with another ear piercing? Hmm. Suggestions?
P.S. I refuse to feel guilty for things that do not concern others. Let me just make that as a general statement. I do as I please, and it may sound selfish I suppose.. but the things I do/manner in which I act/overall behaviour is only my buisness. There you have it. Life is too short to worry myself over someone getting bent out of shape because they don't agree or are bothered or jealous, etc over things which really just don't concern them.
Cut.