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It's been a long time since I've posted. A lot of things have changed. Friends, jobs, loves, hair... Every year when fall rolls around I feel this sense of disconnection, like I'm pulling away from everyone and everything I know in order to reinvent myself. Sometimes I wonder if I relate so well to Enid because I understand that wish, that need to go someplace where no one has ever heard of you or seen you before. If no one knows your history, if there's no one there to remember every time you've fucked up, every stupid little thing you've done and said, you can become someone completely new. You can wipe the slate clean and start over. I'm not complaining about my life. I have a wonderful life. But sometimes it's hard not to prove OkCupid right and become "The Sudden Departure". Sometimes it's hard not to just get onto a city bus...and dissappear into the night.