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So courtney updated and im such a follower so i figured i would do the same. So my parents leave in like 2 or 3 weeks. They want me to go with them. And i hate that. I dont want to go. But then again i think maybe there is more there for me. I mean yeah i have Sam and Courtney and lovely friends here. And i love you guys really. But there is more to life. Part of me is guilty for not wanting to go with them. They are family. Shouldnt i feel like crap for that? Whatev. I dont know anymore. Family is important to me yeah, but i fight with them so much i think it would be good to stay..who knows. So there is the confusing stuff. Now for the good stuff. Friends are great. Courtney and i are probably the funniest people any of you will ever encounter. If you need a good laugh, hang out with us. No joke. we have good times. Smam's birthday was yesterday. She worked. We had fun last night though, also a good time.. kinda..hah yeah.Uhh summer is kindaaa gay so far. i just want this whole move thing to get over with..like get out of this house and live whereever i need to live..get settled in. It'll be wierd without parents around. im so use to all the rules and whatnot. hmm.Im going to start working basically full time at jacks. Which kind of excites me becasue that is pretty good money. and im in need of some. I lost my statistics book..goood. thats 91 dollars. sweet. I dont have a boy. Id kinda like to have one. haha. I have a crazy wound on the bottom of my leg. Its hott. Im pretty glad we are seniors now. Yeah im geeked. I just hope im here for it. Yeeeah depressing subject. I think im done though. Im going to go lay in the hot hot sun and get a swweet tan. Later Gator :]