Aug 10, 2005 22:00
So i started my job at jacks yesterday..today was my second day..its really tiring but its not too bad..its actually a pretty decent job..it just involves a lot of walking and standing..like constantly. So i get paid next week and i am pretty excited because i can pay my parents off and hopefully get a new phone! its definetly needed
Alright this is to a person that i care very much about..you may not want to hear it but i hope you read it and understand...
I know what i did was wrong..i know i betrayed you and i know i broke your trust..And i told you Im so sorry...i want you to know, that from the bottom of my heart, i am sorry! I told you one thing and did the complete opposite
Now here is my other opinion..I do think that what you did was wrong..you did what you got mad at somebody else for doing only you went to the EXTREME. I needed someone to talk to about it and she was the only one i could..she promised me she wouldnt tell anyone...and she didnt! i dont know why she is the only person you didnt tell out of us all...other than katie but thats for an obvious reason...you know that she would be mad...she will probably read this and i think that is when you need to tell her..as a friend..because its wrong! and i think you of all people would understand that but i guess you werent thinking of anyone but yourself..i dont mean to sound mean about it but this is how i feel and ive never been afraid to tell you what i feel...
You know that you mean a lot to mean and so does our friendship...youre my best friend and weve been close for a long time and i would think that something bigger than this would end our friendship...and if this is the end of it than i guess our friendship wasnt what i thought it was...which is dissapointing. and i kind of need to talk to you...and i would think if we were as close as i thought we were, you would call..so i guess you calling will determine the future of our friendship
again im sorry
All this Drama is rediculous and this is exactly what i didnt want to happen this summer and it did..it sucks
But cool Bye
<3