blagh.
confused. heartbroken. lonley. remoursful.
i feel terrible. i dont know if i made the right choice.
i never have regrets. and i dont want to start now.
but i have a feeling this might be a first.
i'm ungrounded this week; its important people make plans with me.
i want to go to starbucks and drive around with my best friend and smoke cigarettes while listening to mix tapes
i want to lie around in my bed and cuddle with just about anyone and watch movies or talk, or just cuddle
i just want to not feel like this.
i dont know how to be nonchalant anymore.
i dont know how to just brush this off and pretend it doesnt matter
i'm lame. wicked wicked lame. deal with it.
i feel terrible. i dont know if i made the right choice.
i never have regrets. and i dont want to start now.
but i have a feeling this might be a first.
i'm ungrounded this week; its important people make plans with me.
i want to go to starbucks and drive around with my best friend and smoke cigarettes while listening to mix tapes
i want to lie around in my bed and cuddle with just about anyone and watch movies or talk, or just cuddle
i just want to not feel like this.
i dont know how to be nonchalant anymore.
i dont know how to just brush this off and pretend it doesnt matter
i'm lame. wicked wicked lame. deal with it.